A letter from Jul 26, 2023

Peaceful right?

To me, myself, and I: Hey. We're about halfway through the school year at this point. I don't know what's happening right now; what you need to hear, exactly. I wish we could send a letter to our past self. Help her out. Let her know it was gonna be ok. Tell her she needed help. That she had the power to speak out and get that help. That there was a reason for all the thoughts. That she could get rid of them. She just... needed to speak. I feel like that's something we struggle with. Badly. Speaking out. We just... can't get the words out, can we? We need to. I have hundreds of visions for the school year. I don't know which one we'll make happen. I hope at least one of them includes us being able to make a difference. I hope many of them include us being able to communicate about our ADHD. About how it is a disability. Good luck. Love you.

Epilogue

about 15 hours later

To you, yourself, and you,

That is where we are, isn't it? A lot has happened, yet at the same time, nothing...

Sah adegchn. It's. . . Ikongwn etyh btu ew ahve uor ?ti ntaimcrccsuse gche,nad nh'vae?t owh 'ntis sgt,aern and.
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Ni tyhe embya ;vahe ways se,e btu e,lwl ew uhh ton nca.
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Het hd,ad ellw sa for. Tsi' a rsggtule. Raetf apmc pslylceiae. Tbu nehw uwold shti rtewo erttle wenk eb ew ti you. Lodwu i voer hoedp ti? be you we oppeuss.
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Cacneh fat.
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Olgn egt ,oevr 'nsti yase ruamat not a to htso by.
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Si ebst m inteeldiyf our trhoe in diernf s,enw. ?it ncoe stah't liyfnal itn's haev ?fiedrn acn ew to aiagn soeoenm cen,i ruo sebt llac.
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'ehss oot l,nobed.
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I'st temrat fo nto a h utb aigpneclr. Husro iwht lgano on pdnes ,su nehop ngsttii tcmheas eth ohw who gndiifn su, ew mrteat eovls osseun-em-o scelnei ohw anc tsge sjut of in woh i'st snomeeo a tiwh. Hcae 'otdn nad what ecins tlo we mi,tes otrhe nrae do, of a'thts a evil we. In pnamyco cen,i oertsh 'tis eb ot ujts ceah.
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I tihnk. . . O'dnt elyral out ta ngaisepk rttbee nkow i engott if vei'. Ufcdftiil 'sit. Has in laawys ti sujt rlgeena e,bne. Rignty reew' but. It? hg,noeu ttsah' ni'ts.
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Velo orveerf ouy.

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