A letter from Jul 26, 2023

Peaceful right?

To me, myself, and I: Hey. We're about halfway through the school year at this point. I don't know what's happening right now; what you need to hear, exactly. I wish we could send a letter to our past self. Help her out. Let her know it was gonna be ok. Tell her she needed help. That she had the power to speak out and get that help. That there was a reason for all the thoughts. That she could get rid of them. She just... needed to speak. I feel like that's something we struggle with. Badly. Speaking out. We just... can't get the words out, can we? We need to. I have hundreds of visions for the school year. I don't know which one we'll make happen. I hope at least one of them includes us being able to make a difference. I hope many of them include us being able to communicate about our ADHD. About how it is a disability. Good luck. Love you.

Epilogue

about 15 hours later

To you, yourself, and you,

That is where we are, isn't it? A lot has happened, yet at the same time, nothing...

Ahs egnchad. 'sit. . . Tcnuscaicmser sang,ter veha e?nt'hva dna eyht i?t uro kwnoing ew hwo btu t'nsi nhaecgd,.
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We ton thye wasy ;have yebam ese, nac in btu hhu ,lewl.
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Orf well as eht d,dha. A gtrluesg it's. Eplleasyic pacm tafre. Ew be uyo eterlt utb itsh uwdlo it wenk wehn etrow. Eovr ti? dpeho epsosup i we eb wodul you.
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Aecchn tfa.
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Ero,v thos yesa etg nogl umrata 'tins ot ton a by.
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M in eiyfletidn uro treho wsen, is fdeinr tesb. We sebt aevh hstt'a icn,e enmoeso ceon rfed?ni nis't it? lcla ainga to can fniyall ruo.
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'hses ldbe,no oto.
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Sti' fo h iglecnarp a reatmt otn tub. Sntiitg on arttem sedpn a su, we ujst ngndifi hpnoe esoeonm hwo cnlseie iwht nesmoue--os t'is tgse lagon hceatms fo u,s oelsv hwo nac ouhrs woh tiwh ohw the in. Ndto' fo wtha ew ew olt throe anre iesmt, ,od vlie a s'taht eicsn eahc nda. Chae ot in stju ei,nc 'tis ncopaym eb sother.
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Hktni i. . . If tuo i 'otdn leayrl kwno at oenttg ie'v rebtte ekignsap. Cdiliffut 'sit. Sutj eganrle ni it wasaly sha ,bene. Inrytg wee'r tub. Tts'ha it? sint' hgenu,o.
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Ouy vrrefoe oelv.

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