16 i elss fro tfendiyiel ,too aery gtrsnae ti saw leoatcdimcp a ikdn me tnah fo tbu saw hwen. Ahve ot not twah tebs flie sgtrree trdie lsdienet ouy hiwt dna i my ym ot dotl i em. Rayse eth babylorp musenit os uoy oyu taendw pu if 2 ddtin’ uhcm aslssec hik,tnnig lses a n,fu so woh a(nd ilhew be akhtn etak ifel tlo udowl feeitrndf asw rfo ym ffeeint aog i at)th ot os kgiwan oa,g juts od i. Tneh, i atoyd my nkhti i nda cbka sillt hatre i od hseoc. Ekdsa fo btu htnogesmi /a”l eyar ycazr dan g)liegg ipseésr,ueru idd i iknd ym )iedend od wlli just( in sapir lerett(s dtuys gdoo a rvye si ton i “p”pare het i rfo pea“rp eiwhl xten enuecedptx sehswi ngaimk a os rof. Eneb lytcuala ektna is: iev’ rmopbel. Si stih garte me prybolba my te,reh aksde : rpntyalpae i ni ,airps otld a eb adn in go ce,hrtae ertl,euriat to os i eucabes hyte atehercs ti ni hetm anwan ”a“prep to ntwe. Ovel am hwta os i : eth utb do lluf irafda i emit otms, eiiyndtfle icdeetx angon i ma. Duwol fo ew be lwli to dan i hiknt usgse yusdt can eyar htt,a suegs isltl ym i ouy crisnode thaw trehs’e na m)e so duopr igrl dna isllt i earth, a xent et,rheat i o(rf ? eb lflwoo ahtt aehrtet itnpoo. Xema oknw i ym ruslste ilwl rrmoootw. Of i ouy did dkin you poslcgiitoe tc’an fi i utb btu a yslwei i e)ald oleemltpcy sa ( : guess igb mexa, tno sracdhe tell em rateg dseaps odlt i ym i t’is. Ko, a trdsssee bapbryol is eht tbi ubt lewl miylaf. Emor rhbtore duistp 3 rof eysra ym 2 ypablbro a ro iltls si ,seudttn. Si a itneyldfei eh neydr einrgnee inebgmco tub. Emso lscosoh for esdpsa ineinerngge olasr juts eh mose. Cl,arme pu leauren ehs kdni fo egwr is ilidentfey. Nda sgeus gmaink ert’eyh htwi tisll utb mdea hte i aypph gtntieg ,lwel )hepo rtpesna rea a(nd ’therye htey ifel gdino ear lod eth. Feeildnyit luosivybo aes a ssim acn aps,ri cabk apni eth aes ma eb ,*** atht nda )3 ruet i in for ubt i teh ot i voel dda aidmt agnon ahve owh hte i nsdefri asyd mchu geiimnsmerz : lwil ckba the 2) ti ot os oems hmi wlli mceo ernapst my atth reda e)olv !! aedr i omce and in i oru goa dlareesi )1 sye lslti twen(. Anler ot eno yuo stera erya su eb i( lowud goa taht swa) tfel dasavteetd. The tgo aws too adrh etsb idd tub bayb ttilel kics rou ew my nad opor eilsnls. Ef,il a hitw yalmfi it file, tub ylaasw dveol mih that eh as int’dd ppyha li‘tl ahetrb hsi a leiv onlg see a i tsal. I imh ihm imss i hda but hitw ishhrce life het i y,vredyae. Erda llits twih iyosvbu,lo am ilek ym ifnesrd sh’se jnnae,eh i afimyl. Y,latcula is hse fmlyia. Ymneo ew doar ttah it ubt rfo veah n(ad do lwil )imet ylfeindite do the hte lwe,l tip,r we lytleneuav nto. A if a ti can teheotrg ealtisvf fwe ot ,you rwe’e oroftmc dsya in going. Lmfayi erh yratp nad adithryb tdivine to orf rhe mi’. Ma exepct eht einsdfr hme,t i htwi neayv stlli fo aojmyrti. You seh as’wnt bbyproal o,en ta ton me,it i lnd,aei lyelra hte onwd ofr ogod eth nkew ni at hatt peed nkwo ltase rwee you yuo tbu. Ehs peaec i,t ot rou eht no sbte yuo and btu e,fil tish edam wtih in evleebi igthn swa elnrog i od si. Dha ew a and wesek met reh oems i ,goa ecfefo. Wnat : ofnrt i’m eb i g,rthail rigl you but dd’tni it ym ti nrdfei l,coo me was of wsa mnoeray neltgil to ni teh. Si seary a)go go,d kool oot hes 2 kli(e uhsrt ubt gseo smmsiteoe ti nac dna rhda seh and agmaniz, ti ,iehnxugast. Veyr and ahsra am lscoe ltlsi rmnaeja i ot. A smoe 2 whti ortgethe uro frmo eeahrtt it ew erfdsin yprat c,sals dsay to wtne gao lal lyrliltea ocol dna os saw. My rlsig ttha dan elif i seteh fro are of ew wkson leov lesvi veha yyveraed srlg,i lla wo,n ,mhte anhtk odg uor uro tub itetll i. ,lewl am yalcutal i pyhap. Own oodg for. Htaw tath aylsaw oo,gd ok tbu obuyilsov si adn abuto si is lal atth i ues,sg it flie ithw otn efpt,ecr mi’. : not cloes asdke awasly pneeusss ekpe nngoa i’m a yver b)ut oea,myrn up tub uyo uabot erhset(’ appyh inerdf sitll het esh’ ,sma ’reew otn gtrhetoe a. Moaslt keil 2 we a it logn dened s,inriphlaote yeasr rftae dah. Nad( dweir, evlo ubt i hegu rgtea r,end ekli eh fro tills difneteyli he is wsa mih h)tat a nda. Ealyrl voel 16, ******* wsa ethre nitgh i adn sipdus,t ew klie teh uyosgn tmei a lfle we in nehw hkint dan is, eewr. All ,ytrso hghi ertu ohclos like eth velo nad eeahttrswes. Odear i uhm,c so yadto mih i elidk hmi. Tums fi ondt’ btu i itdm,a i mih elvod i konw. Tbu rfo thwi no’dt him, fell gonhue ti ruo ni htkni sihreoitplna os vole tals ot i swa feiyntldei i ?. Eerw cctoedlmaip, f,ynnu llayer aws hte,regot utb only ti ew ebrmmree odog smotemise oogd acn wsyaal mtsei eht i. Nhgit atmen s,i be ew tenwe’r ot efverro the. Ache opepl,e ocudl l,siev hobt egvi nrfteifed ot other fetefnidr dneeed ew ew ont htat. Adn ok tahts’. I erweh tno a ayn yda iohaetrspnil rgeetr fo isht ’trhees. Ot lveo hichw gons klei i eh,otr h,im enwh kile eht clelpoetym mbud nad ilek hcea stelni terofg 16 otn uoy how tub yisliulerog adseps ouy tujs tsih on nad maeyb rwee velo dol uoy d,ioar rsloev ua,bto tub. I that elik vloe mih. *,**** ***** utb of teg ilfs’e of ehonug a etpy tac’n teh you. I kwon htta uyo uyo etlter fgrfuesin td’ind ehwn reew tup yuo eowtr tbu in dws,ro it. Tyrul ti it sdoe rttee,b egst. I ,61 yuo ti dsce…bgoaeu shwi item etsak **** utb yuo gto kwne nad i,tme ta'ths ok o’ruye. Klie gib imet. ’oeryu so ngyou. High ttha, tils,l sah ohugne oenyj nto fats, ht’tas i o)k soge wlil tnd’di lla bmaye( os eamn i ti shoocl il,otnasag ni os we htta utb kniht 20 yrsea eefl nda a thta : i atth hoep. Be yeondej ouy uyor wlil kwon sbecuae i cinto,slag hpoe ouy i neht fiel u,ayltcla. Nkith tht,a and uoy ’sit ehwn teifulbua bouta. Eevyr oogd, : towhsr it ******* it uyo ro ti ysa as dba thwro omts,men. 2 tmoemn yuo hatt fiendr eyvre ni yeevr tfigh yuo tehm eia,tspr yoru bda sseraagrimbn stirf yutl)(r ta ryeev ,kssi escbeau ihwt stuipd sndoces evlo seolv. Uyrlt iveetynrgh. : osem eofcreramnp way akrd et)nmmo i the rac, het ysad fertepc teh ellw gea it uhcm of last kbac swa ago (i tsill ti, os liunt am of ni aws my i mrfo i crdei no vei”om did icm“gno cninad,g a. ’snwta awylas casl,s ti rhtow seya, wsa dneca ti it but. Bgnei : lytbaelsuo, lt‘il eastg ti liwl it ekep llwi ilnegef smsi i oll,atyt htiw otu the i me i eetanrge a ty,moelelcp it nad die no dcinang fo oe,erfvr. Mcaepsor ntohgni. Gdo **** drwo me ee)ilncc do r(revid the ot btaou odfiderbn atlk ont. Ylalre ot dev,ir ovle i. Od csra btu e)stters ot (nad peoelp hnitk lkie see revid i me otn the ni. Dna ta to of spas opeh i ti my den raey t,ebs i do hte the. Ubascee hucoetd i rowd but (lafni + sem)ax iwth)e a eliwh am dnsceo panoi vnhtae’ my glreanni agian r(nctyelur pkin the i in aigtnrst dioedrfbn of. Ngnirdki elvo i eth jmo,isot neos at tub illts dgoo bar n,wo. Hte apryt wrsto ouy k,ovad neo) nto wsa a if msoe sasnuri ti htis amke rof emad we( ti dna ardnk od reev nktah aak l,…swleaw acn oahllco pa,hyp i at eht d“k-mpoemoa”v ti. Ok utb ti asw. Fo assdtunrend ma a lgi,r em i eorm nad dbonyo gni otcni thta oabtu. T’saht adn ok. I eth veol vyree imgwnsmi tfemelii a sims dan sjut ayaw ti m'i ucdlo pedsn ,aes i eimt ni it. Bkie eth i teh rev)e to nweh admrmie nda tmos ,oag sea sarye rca,n a teh kieb caehb tsuj ldo githn asw ni a o(spr gbnei old ootk ase, 5 i ym ydas eosm no rmmeebre nad xetn whmi i i was eikl an fo i buuleftai neraspt. Hte ttah to asw tish dan wkee htta ngiht setb heapdnep me. Aeyrdtg ookbs raey amrincto ytoll,ta bset ct’na kaa heav otl to yru a hcawigtn ad)me ioanlpcm daer eht fo drea i xetn ot vies,mo veer itlsl not ’mi colhso tub ,asbl well( i a of rfo nede i. I tihsng oelv, ubt sgnith do i ,sye lveo lislt oyu. Fertniyde,fl ackb ouy nhwe nda asme ebmay nto wthi ot het as epleop me rwtoe. My skhant : ot adn a a talto sokbo with ase m’i inmmwgis oevl ok uobta ekli ,damerim fawul deuull dierfn,s irndsk in eht and sltli but bngie rnnikidg h'tsta mosomrc. Amy nad ok yuo, ttllayo dan be ttah ltltoay aoltylt ,me. Deram 8,1 em tujs ’mi lte. F,ro udorp shiw of twah lucdo fo s(o htat em nwo you eatpshpi fo i ma teh rveions suegs fro oto) for dan you i ’mi. I mots the lwli awht be sflyem evner ofr olev reovisn to i i fo riepovm teh wyasla i se,mfly and spphiate iwll phoe ihsw atht. Tno ifadra nad wlli i caidev nitkga i uoyr ryt : be ma. Thta irilsuoduc ni be tyatoll rysea and otuba ratemt l’ste t’won ! 20 atth ppyha.
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Ttollay, akgmni rl,(uyt ni ellcemptyo teh phayp atrtme of i tbu pheo my esfl) pee,dyl ti ttah cfetrmeip, will. .
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It otn slao ***, ssik rouy emti thsi ihdign i nad. .
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