june 30th 2023

hey :) so i should be asleep rn as i need to get up early to go to the store tomorrow(its 1:37am) but im not! because falling asleep is hard. very. very. hard. is it still that way for you? im having this letter sent to you in your birthday in 10th grade. you are 16 now :). REALLY hoping your alive to read it. thats why this letter is going to be public so people will know if im alive or not.. if not then... i dont know.. no one cares anyways. but hey! we arent single anymore :) love that for us. jaydon is such a good boyfriend and i love him so ******* much. our 3 months just happened! sadly i didnt get to see him because im to much of a ***** to talk to lora about that scared shes gonna question our relationship.. but who cares. also uhm.. prolly STILL isnt fixed but its been almost 4 months sense ive come out and nothings happened... not surprised tbh but like. it hurts. i went to a pride event recently :D HAD THE MOST FUN!!! i loved it so ******* much. but uhhh im getting stuff to dye my hair tmrrw, the bleached raccoon tails ive wanted for a long time now. i dont know what the hell else to say to you >:) but i hope you enjoy how this birthday went.. tell me what your doing. i wont respond back but hey! who gives a ****. (have funny ss from discord when me dave and eddie had matching statuses)