A letter from Jun 25, 2023

Dear Willow 6 months from now, How are things? Actually, before you answer that, let me tell you what's going on for me. Which is you, 6 months ago... Anyways, I think Skyler is the one. And I don't think I've ever been so sure about someone before. I truly want to spend the rest of my life with them. I want to grow old with them at my side, I want to do all the things in the world with them. I just added them to my Spotify premium plan and it feels so right. I just don't know what's in the air, but they're the one. I love them so much. I can't believe I've been wanting to say "I love you" to them since May 2023. I never understood people saying "when you know, you know" because I was starting to not believe in love. After Madi, I just was giving up. Along with the various assaults I had, it was just getting tiring to try and connect with people. But then they came along, and messaged me first. I'm so ******* grateful that they did. I don't know what I'd do without them now, and the fact that they feel the same way about me as I feel about them is BLOODY INSANE. We just had our one month on the 19th, but it feels like we've been together so much longer. I am certain I've known them in another life. They're my star. The star to my moon. I just adore them so much. I've never been in love before them, I can officially say. Because if this is what love is, then I've never felt it for anyone else. Maybe for Theo when I was a child, I do believe that was real. But actually IN LOVE? MUTUALLY? Never before them. Arlo was unrequited and frankly just stupid, and Madi was long-distance and not really love. they didn't love me as much as I loved them. So it just wasn't the same... Skyler is just different than anyone else I've ever met. They're so perfect, in every way. I always have such a hard time using any words other than "perfect", but it's true! They're perfect. Either that, or the word to describe them doesn't exist. They're *that* perfect. God I love them so much. Anyways, I hope you're still together, because if you're not then this is really embarrassing. But I highly doubt anything would go wrong. God I hope you're still together... ANYWAYS this letter wasn't originally going to be all about Skyler, but seems it is LOL. To change the subject, let's talk about your favourite sister /s. Turns out, SHE'S ******* PREGNANT AGAIN. And she'll be about 7 months pregnant by the time you get this. That is if she decided to keep it, which I'm sure she will. She's so ******* crazy for that. Even the fact that we don't know if it's Mitch's or Justin's since she was literally with the ***** just a bit over a month ago. Like girl does not think before she does a single thing. So ******* annoying. ALSO this part is good: Finn finally was able to get all the furniture for his room, and I helped him assemble it all. The closets, bookshelves, boxspring, and dresser were all a shared effort lol. It was hell, and ikea SUCKS but it's fine. We finished it, and it's beautiful. Now he has to paint and decorate still, but it's coming together and I can't wait to see the finished product!! Okay I think that's all I really wanted to touch base on... Yeah.. So goodbye for now! I love you so much, and I hope you're doing well. Talk soon <3 PS. I just saw that 6 months from now is ******* DECEMBER 25TH? SO HAPPY HOLIDAYS LMAOOO hope you got cool gifts and **** LOL