A letter from June 22nd, 2023

I know that we are not together anymore and you are too far from me now but there are some words in my heart that i want to tell you, you are the only one that i truly loved from the bottom of my heart, i loved you the most you taught me what it means to love someone and hang on them for ears you are the one who hurt me the most who ****** my soul, and the one who i needed the most but betrayed me i always wanted the best for you and to be better for you if you asked me to sacrifice my life for you my yes will be the biggest answer, I will not love anyone else the way i loved you, i'll never forget about you, You show me what it felt like to be really in love it's true that you destroyed me for no reason you left me alone fighting my demons i can't forget your promises telling me that you won't let me go ,or I'll always fight for you no matter what and then where are you now?i can't hate you i can't forget you you are like home to me you were my safe place I'll never regret knowing you just being around you made me happy I wish you the best and accomplish everything you want in life i hope you find somebody who will love you and care for you as much as i did or more but i don't think that's possible but l'll forever wait for you if you take everything in me i will still be here and wait vou I'd rather retry with you then to start something new with someone else i will always be here for you i will never walk away or forget about you Maybe you were upset with this words and maybe you never read it, but I also know that I did a lot to you and that you were conquered by me and the word sorry will not do anything, but that really does not mean that you will not fulfil your promises, right? I hope one day we find our way back to each other i love you ziden 💕