A letter from Jun 20, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear Sol, Happy Birthday *****! You've officially made it to your twenties :) You are no longer in your teens and you are such a grown up person. Do you feel grown up already? Cause I sure as hell don't ahah ****, being an adult is weird. Being alive past 18 is weird. Well, we made it. It's our first birthday after 18 today and we are alive and breathing and surviving as we can and that is so so sooo cool. I love you so freaking much. I am so, so , so proud of you and all that you've done. You are amazing. Also, I'm writing this and thinking I will be too grown up that I will find this cringe next year. I hope that is a lie. Please, don't be too grown up for this. Anyways, how's uni? SOCIAL EDUCATION RIGHT? I hope this was the right choice. I hope you're happy. I hope you made friends, true and real friends. I was struggling to come into terms with my decision of giving up uni but I'm sure it was the right choice. And Fora de Cena? Are we ******* it? Are we still best friends? Are we making money with theater? Currently we are planning our camping trip and I'm sure it will be very cool. Are you changing the world? I bet you are. Keep true to yourself and what you believe, no matter what. You did amazing talking about mental health to huge crowds this year, I'm sure you changed people. And Movimento Transformers helped a lot. Did you get a partner? Have you figured the whole assexual thing? And have you finally decided on a gender? ( I hope not, you are valid as you are, no gender norms needed) Anyways, no idea of what to ask more. Well, I'll make a list of favourites rn for you to compare :) Fav colours: yellow, orange, green and brown Fav singers: Hozier, Conan Gray, Taylor Swift Current Fav musical: Dear Evan Hansen Fav things to do: read wolfstar/jegulus fanfiction ; press flowers in books, colouring things Well, I guess that's it! I'm so proud of you <3 Keep doing amazing things. With love, Ni

Epilogue

1 day later

Dear Ni :)
HOW OLD ARE YOU? I'M TWENTYYY. AHHHHH
Grown up, me? Ahahaha, I feel like I'll never feel that way. And I'm always cringe so...
Today was the...

Astl nitrievysu ayre of of t1s yda. Ruo had aegrt nciipc ew it saw adn aslsc a ihwt erylal. Tlfe i cpepdreaita my in etfl nda cssla i ym lpeepo etfl i joyen epnsecre adn noebgled ekil klie i. Ni hwree nhtki icaoal we blengo dan h,ree lnfeegi schu olebngign oacndt,iue ylearl we si i ailblfueytu gihtr aer a lcexmpo. .
Reev lngore tihs tenagere hte gu?h a si sirteedw **** on. I hucm thkni i ydaot erttel ofr i dan e'anrt epoh wrong and etrwo censi seary' erad " satl 'htaven i tals gnhdeac yuo i "siht pu raye tulrly oot. Rae bonrw velo sloucro frateuivo yolwel egnre, siltl roagn,e dna my i nad isltl ohezri. Gnidear my twslrofa etmh nad slogoin tlils nda rveo egljuus isffnac m'i nyisat. We nyeom nace m'i de tlils rmtnsrrfoesa iacngt nad liyfanl faor iwth wno in. Lslit u,s ym aiimegn e eolv sednfri leif slilt my )iabg inna fo ehmt ( dna teh rets i thiw i asfio,. Grtsuelg dan siht igbnllea 'im nedegr nad aobtu i itlls nfeindtoc it ********* oemr btu kaiglnt iwth ni ucmh. Atve'nh bti illst me trobhes dha a tills that i a rrneatp nad. .
Gcdahen suftf semo sha. My hhtlea eray stih mveiropd ltanme ofr sha seur. Adn sftfu cmeabe i rigdefu noindtfec efsl rmeo fyslem oemr tuaob i. Eemcab ot wsa ithw the of i ctloeso ive' fo endo nwet a and emgynra noe sginht eerv wcer the rapt msae ttah dna. I coanuct wrokgni i omeyn for ni 9002€ symlfe heva dna and atlsom gsiiran sretatd ym. Fsmely i utbhog myfsel mdiard see by ni etktcsi to go ): horeiz.
Is ileuftuba nehevgtiry asdh nad hknit vehienygtr i the but meas is thta. .
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Atth i so os ma hpypa fo sjut ma i nda ouy wnta rpudo lveo yuo kown i you you m'i ot ikle utjs. Us a ihtgn lotud'wn about cgehna. Eyr'uo dpylee my i my elvo eryv neoprs fuoieartv adn you bets dan idnerf. .
Do wlasya epek <3 ,ysnalig as ouy.
E,lov thiw.
Ni.
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Vaf. Odor sae by rsniwegphi k:boo ehsuo the t eht het reuelcna redun and rove. J. Eukln.
Fva. Rael ntghynai leki :) soirnmc : lppeeo sreriv ocf) ( do icf yb , dmgydd,yiseot.
Vfa. Lweyo,l : brwno rlocuso onagr,e nge,er.
Avf. Abg,i : dan osl us n,ani ppeeol iofsa,.
Fva. : enmoose yb sgno wen hreizo.
Fav. Isrlg eman i are'hshet l!!iev!) suamlci dactweh to ( giisnlnet and : dhetasown rue,tlcynr.
Fav. Snerig :)) : heiroz.

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