A letter from Jun 13, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey girlll. It's meee, summer before sophmore year! I'm really excitedd. I just wanna know how junior year is so farr and what you've been up to honestly. Are you still friends with dana, sumayah, sara, jumana, and hana??? If not, who's your group now? I'd like to see how it's change. Also what rank are you in valorant? I'm bronze 2. Oh and today I play 5s in valorant, with sara tammaa (my fav person), a*** something (random kid i met, he sounds cute), moonyy (my 2nd fav), and scolios (some random british guy that sounds like fabzz the youtuber). We lost all games... we played like 2 compss.. it was horrifying, at least for me. Also, do you have anyone you like? or find cute? Do you still find ryan kinda cute?? not like crush worthy but yk like somewhat attractive? if you don't then who is it?? is it someone i know now or is it someone you met along the way? I'm plannig on asking mama and baba for a phone after this summer... Idk what they;re gonna say. Please tell me you're laughing at me thinking "oh maryam you were too paraniod, ofc they were gonna give it yo youuu" that's what im hoping rn. Today mama let me go out by myself for the first time also. I went to htc and watched the boogeyman with hana. It was horror so there was a lot of jumpscares. Everytime Hana kept on laughing the guy on our left would side eye soooo hard. Like brooo chill outtt ykkk. off topic, how do you feel wearing the hijab?? Do you still feel uncomfortable or do you feel like you. I'm learning how to love it, and I'm trying my best! how much do you weigh?? current weight is 173.. im tryna go for 150 or 140 but I know that's not gonna work. Hopefully I lost some weight i guesss... anyways i'm trying way to much. Have fun, peace