A letter from Jun 12, 2023

so I got the letter from today that past us wrote a year ago. I was reading it in school and its only first period, it's making me want to cry I can't believe I forgot about how caring I used to be I honestly forgot and I was a lot happier when I was caring I think I'm going to go back to that, so please when we get this letter on your birthday remember to be caring I can't stand myself now I may be happy but I'm not as caring as I was before and it's sad to look back at now but a bit on the brighter side how is everything? has your birthday gone well? I don't care what I get for it I just want to be happy. Please I just wanna be happy I'm tired all the time I'm trying my best to care for people but when all they do is ask it gets tiring I wanna be caring and nice but being a people pleaser for so long has made me want to give up on it and I just forgot for like 8 months to be nice I've completely forgotten that side of me and I want it back so I'm going to try my hardest to do that. spend time with Cosmo and the cats, and care for your hamsters it may be a bit draining but just do it. keep your room clean please, we do try honestly but please just do it. try not to upset our parents, we don't mean to but we hate it when we do. we put ourselves in uncomfortable positions with people so that they don't feel annoyed or upset at us. try hard in our classes we need those we don't want a crappy life, do we? stop letting people do what they want stoping a people pleaser for nothing set boundaries please we definitely need them for a few people. but being a people pleaser doesn't mean that we're caring remember that being nice doesn't mean being a pushover yourself- june 12th 2023 9:21 Monday first period