A letter from Jun 10, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are 18, I can't believe it. I really hope we managed to get any of those scholarships and had the chance of leaving the country, but if we didn't is alright, don't be sad, you still have college and all this **** yet. I hope Mom and Dad are better now, I would write more but I'm not in the mood of crying more. Oh, and our dream of writing? How is it going? Is one of our most realistic dreams I think. I'll write a big letter later, I'm going to write my essay for a scholarship rn. Don't forget me, the little boy that I hope is still there, take care of me. (that's definitely not a reference to the new Spiderman movie)

Epilogue

4 months later

Dear Past Me,

I didn't get to leave the country, or anywhere as far as 50km radius in the past 3 years. I'm really sorry bud, I know how much...

Ademder dna( orf y,waa ltsea fo ggttnei a w)o,sn fo at uyo eegsin bit elvnaig.
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Ynol but oshsrpl,aisch eusmmr arogrpm ogt i semo ilastrap. 'douy osrry o,g wiht tath cf,allyannii tub eyra dlcut'on yosrr teh to gte etnx 'im oto apvero oyu in hatt he ttah ,tbi i'm lyliafn yare wolud dan heop duowl pemyt etbrte ixsen,vepe imh sdd'a adh or arey sgecrosn oot ptu yempt opisrems nshigt a dwolu ells tge htat bcak ihs ,iessusbn rnart,ie wal ahtt see doc'ultn rldwo tpu tfera wdluo taht upt taht for oyu.
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Ear indak add omm nda teerbt on,w. Fitgh heac at horet tusoh ym,earno chum htey lses laerly tod'n. Si alk,t ni eevrn hcihw relayl sylmto flee a ot btu oklo i ywa, ceah esoi,temms reinatc h,rtoe oen in tawh b,trete eilk, si tyelhha ilek oviad ot 'odnt i a dha pu ot tslli i hsitnolarpei flei nscei ethy ubt ym nwok olko useopsdp.
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Spitaeoans ryeall d'nto rou ddaef n'tdoes of dan orf egleocl o,evl rybekdoa i'm a a psnraointii taisgrtn rsouce jbo k,eew irntgiw t,ib xnet a iht wyaa ek,obrn ruo not darme si ,yeramon im' ,eerh in i tllsi uotba but si. So yrsro 'mi. Uyer'o ti lifm uny s,hoclo my ni'tdd rwok go mer)a,d to t(rntooo i ifml litls tdanwe and cloosh rlayle to tbu.
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Yrt i me nda iekl mmssoeei,t nvee alhe tbse nifeegrcren svrseoni i here eomiv het ldhic c'ant i ohep eeermmrb pearinmsd tlisl hwti ywa as,ft alos haprse eehst feel was thta atth i fo nda ot afding taerlncyi is a,awy if my taps i neev n,ac tahw eslf oot i e'eyrht.
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Vole hiwt - em.

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