A letter from Jun 10, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are 18, I can't believe it. I really hope we managed to get any of those scholarships and had the chance of leaving the country, but if we didn't is alright, don't be sad, you still have college and all this **** yet. I hope Mom and Dad are better now, I would write more but I'm not in the mood of crying more. Oh, and our dream of writing? How is it going? Is one of our most realistic dreams I think. I'll write a big letter later, I'm going to write my essay for a scholarship rn. Don't forget me, the little boy that I hope is still there, take care of me. (that's definitely not a reference to the new Spiderman movie)

Epilogue

4 months later

Dear Past Me,

I didn't get to leave the country, or anywhere as far as 50km radius in the past 3 years. I'm really sorry bud, I know how much...

Nw,o)s tib at uoy nilgvae fro sealt a of a(nd tegigtn dedmrea of w,aya ieensg.
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I btu lony surmme rlapsati meos rrgoamp phsai,scorhls ogt. Do'yu ryea egt ro lyailc,nnfai asd'd nda paevro ihs upt too uontc'ld rsyro uoy ithw mhi teg wldou rgsesonc hte upt fro that afetr llnyifa to t,neriar ouwld xnet luwdo poeh gstihn eayr dowul a oot snx,eeipev ns,iuebss pemyt ldrwo m'i ptu eary myetp see bcka wal hatt atth htat esll ni g,o oyu tbu atth thta tbtree taht ti,b i'm eh cd'luton hda oryrs spsoierm.
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Dnkai eettrb aer dda nda own, mom. Outsh gftih much thore a,emyonr ehca ryella at nod't ssle heyt. Lakt, olko i hda to btu eotmes,sim wchih udsseopp nkow elef citaern still i ot ,eikl elryal to elif up my oaidv a thye si haec ernev htaw a awy, ytmsol ,rehto ookl oaiepshrltni noe in i inesc si 'dnot ahltyhe ubt betr,te ni keli.
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Dt'no xtne in aotbu wgrinit a yne,arom d'noset dmrea sratngti rou nad boj a edarkboy uor is si tih ubt tno aayw hee,r ddfea ,bit niaipstnori im' roucse eek,w of geleolc a lyearl illst ofr m'i i ovel, asoepstina roebk,n. 'im os rryso. Orwk yerlla it tilsl ot didt'n mifl uny )radem, slohoc ubt i go ym naewtd to lmfi eruyo' ,coohls ttn(oroo dna.
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My spehar ilke s,aft steeh 'ctan neev ot oot si opeh leef i dan fo i cna, ssnioerv eenv psta ahtt saw hwat wya i ey'ethr if lryeancti eiomv anrpmides lesf lilts olas i leha rty i innefrcegre ermbemer oes,iemtms teh hree thta dna dgifan way,a thiw me btes hidlc i.
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Me leov - twih.

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