A letter from Jun 07, 2023

Dear FutureMe, It's currently 7 June 2023. so how is the future? well. the past isn't that great. Emilie en Zina are fake friends... I'm struggling with economics and I'm wondering if I would go to VISO in gent. it's more for creative people.. and since I am creative.. maybe? I just don't wanna leave my school. because I'm scared. what if I can't find my classrooms? what if I don't make any friends? it's kind of a boarding school.. so what if I don't make friends there? what with food? do I have to cook? or? what if I don't like it there either? I wonder what I chose. I mean.. you know! I don't :') besides that... I got a dog!! her name is Bailey. she's a rottweiler. but she isn't aggressive. she's sooooo sweet!! is frosty there already? tipsy is.. but nothing from Frosty. stamper is doing great too. I'm just kinda sad because he's always in that cage... I don't like that, that much. but I mean my dad is still working on his house so I guess it's fine for now. my mom? she's also doing great I think. and my brother too. it's almost the end of the school year. only 4 school days to go and 9 exam days. so it's totally fine. math is so easy same with English. what I am worried about is economics and history. I suck at those. my french isn't that good either but I guess that's fine. anyways. no lover yet.. not that I want one or something. I just feel lonely sometimes. especially at night... I always cry for dumb reasons. last night it was because I can't choose between my dad or my mom. everything is going great with my mom rn and I really don't wanna have fights with her again. but I also don't wanna disappoint my dad. the thing is. I have to choose with who I go on vacation. because it's all in the same week. and I can't decide... I will disappoint one of them.. so yeah... anyways imma go now. know that i love you. (myself lolsss) i know i'm funny ;) byeeeee xxxxxxx oh yeaaaa. PLEASE TELL ME I MET DORO ALREADY (MY ONLINE BEST FRIEND) BC I NEED HER YKYK!!! BYEEE