in the middle of the night

Dear FutureMe, i hope u value urself, i hope u dont run after him, or no one in particular, anymore. u shouldnt hurt urself over and over again. he wont change, he wont. and the others will not either. u are wonderful and there are ppl that love u actually the same way u love them, u dont have to throw ur precious time away for someone u love who cant give it back, whos is able to make u feel miserable so easily. and i know its not all his fault but also my history and that i cant trust him anymore, but that doesnt make the relationship more healthy. i hope u are well, i love u so so so much. ure the best!!!