A letter from May 19th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey lex, it's me. Idk if you know but it's the end of the month. You made it. I don't know what's going on in your life right now but today's the last day of school and my birthday. There were a lot of tears but I stayed strong for Lydia until I got home then I had a mental break down so that was fun. I have some predictions so let me know if they're right. I think that Cole no matter how much we love him doesn't care about us. I hope you prove me wrong but remember a few signs of hope here and there doesn't prove us wrong don't keep your hopes up. I hope you and Lydia are doing well. I also predict we're going to lose the battle of going back to riverside mom seems pretty set. It really sucks but maybe it'll be good. I'm so mood swingy like I can't pick anything. One day I want to go back to school and the next I don't! Tim and Cheyenne were being fucking annoying today. We were hanging in Mrs banes room and he kept calling her babe and shit and it was annoying. How could he go from kitty who was sweet and pretty and nice to brook who was just a bitch and i know she's the reason he's so different now and now he's dating Cheyenne who hits him and shit. What the fuck is wrong with him. I think it's partly jealousy and partly loyalty to kitty but he was so nice at the retreat and now he just doesn't care. I hope you got to see kitty and grey at some point I miss them a lot. Well I should probably go but I'm proud of you for getting up and for just waking up. Your doing great and remember it'll all work out even if I don't believe it myself right now I hope your proof of my words. 😂❤️ Love you