A letter from May 11th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi! Please bear with me:> This month has not been good to me. First, I just found out that a friend has died. I was sad, and at the same time, miss her. Shaina has been good to me, and I didn't expect her to be suicidal. I wonder what were her last-minute thoughts that made her agree to end her life in a painful way. Since the day I knew she was dead, there isn't one day she hasn't gone through my mind. I will not forget you, Shaina. Until we meet again... Second, I always thought that not crying is a sign of bravery only to find out that I was a big coward after all. I teared up while opening up to my father that I have a hard time in a subject that is not even a major! So, yeah, just my two cents. I will catch up later and I hope you write back, future me. See ya around! xoxo, you, but months younger