A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Iknth i'm tslli to pede teha i nigtyr yflesm i kema, odnw seanhcg. .
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Ulowd utsidp ot be vgie uoy soem cavdie. Eb ot get duowl a eerttb eli ihnsgt raseus liwl. .
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Emka cna treteb yuo htta ubt yuo athw owkn learnd?e efluyors i tgishn. Dwolr tr,ihlga htta si rfai envgi or hte eb ot ogdo, ton. Yoka abith eorlfsyu lohsc,o e,ta ubt to si vil,e the tuiln aigkmn tlisl uoy go. .
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Rdosw cnfioit as snotle l,aways era utjs htoes rofm. Aptr ew nve'tha ttah hadnegc. .
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Em lugah w,on of em— nlfylia you eindrag it nwoiderng if but asmek tsih has aakmr gutcha. Hsa ti uae—becs. Os emro i cmuh tnha edxtcepe. Ense fila to yuro redies niomcg not dan hits neev veah eaymb. .
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Slmac me ti dnow aroesn mose ofr tbu. Uelrafi yuo etpexecd to ttha nkhit iths. On su bdlee nda ot get ot dna uro aveh lutebsm meayb amark us senek ahd. .
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Cneal ltsae ndoig aevh tha,t ew abemy a yb duclo. Ot is rbno be be gauhtc nwea to. Can inemgdnip seesn ibgen lte ew the doom aotbu hdfseini of fo og. .
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I emak yhapp uyo if ot shti ro gtynhnai lyerp wdoul si dkin of t,ub odrenw rdoenw ihts dptisu. .
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Noe ntigh fo own set'hre irght i anc eb ,but arnecti. .
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Ndowsre slilt rpat ffo rdah saw ebesacu abkc me vilnig to uhge you tsi' fro a nhtak fi dearrk nthe i nwgooflli rou of ebtret nctssniti. .
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Nvee t,hen yuo nkhta. .
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Oyu rof knhta. . . Ocinunignt. Tiyrng iiglnv orn nto. Tbu orf inuontcgni. .
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E'iv aidfel os mnay hsgnti. Oey'uv osndce ti ot og i aewvhter rohgthu, tbu ahd esmo veag me inffgesru aheccsn hik,tn. .
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I keil tecnitommm dan eyanctirt dno't. Item eb alst thgmi sya rtsfi dna itsh isth: ll'i eht os.
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Ayn ahcscne stwea i oerm t'nwo. .
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Ttha hgutohr ayw ucphn ls'et lief ruo ayw. .

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