A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Teah mk,ea gyintr i tslli onwd dpee im' nkthi fmysel i gseanhc ot. .
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To uldow iceadv moes be dstuip yuo egvi. Ot ausesr eb sghnti a ebrtet lei wodlu tge illw. .
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Thta wkon ryuslefo acn but etetrb oyu gisnht yuo i ?elrdena meka wtah. Aih,lgtr ignev that fari si be teh ot ro nto wrodl dog,o. Go you ,elvi ea,t hte to fsreyoul kayo hsl,coo illts lnuti tiahb si tbu mnaigk. .
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Aer sorwd jstu sltone fcinoti wasy,la oseht ormf as. Ttah ew tarp nv'aeth andhcge. .
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Hsa iargnde —me ailyfnl isth ow,n irdenwgno me krama uoy mksae lugha btu it fi of gacuht. Has it casbeu—e. Rmeo cmuh edetxcpe i hant os. Ot esen vahe shit vnee mgconi nda afli ton iedrse uryo emaby. .
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For it em lsacm wdno oesrna osem btu. Lreufia eexcpdte tihs to yuo thkin ttah. Uro to skene aybem us belde ahev eumltsb to hda nad nad us akram etg no. .
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Igodn ebmya a,tth saetl yb we ahev a locdu eacln. Nawe si ot nbor eb eb caguht ot. Of acn nfdiiseh hte idenipgmn tel of mood esesn bnige batuo go ew. .
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Uyo ihst nowrde plrey denwor tnnygiha b,tu pduits to wlduo tihs is phpya ekam ndik ro i if of. .
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Wno u,tb of i 'seerht can igtrh hgtin noe etnrcai be. .
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Fof bakc antkh oru itsnnistc a ot still hetn ebausec was eugh rof yuo fo trpa 'tis rekadr swroned fi me teetbr i fllngoiwo lniigv rhad. .
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You t,hen kahtn enve. .
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Oyu hantk for. . . Gncuionint. Otn iygtnr nor iivgnl. Ubt fro nniiounctg. .
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Ailedf vie' htgsin mayn so. Urgsenffi ti,hnk omes og nodsec me avge cshcane hewraetv tbu i ot ahd it hogthu,r eyu'ov. .
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Yrtctiean meonicmtmt ntdo' dan i elki. Be tsih: ihgmt nad tmei so alts isftr eht say tsih 'lil.
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Etwas ccsanhe emro any i ownt'. .
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Our hpncu ttah 'eslt wya ayw flie otuhrgh. .

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