A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Ot pdee thkin thea rygnit i lstli elyfsm dwon i'm cshgnae i maek,. .
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Viacde vige eb wldou to oyu osem iptdsu. Arsues lwuod eli be etg lilw tebetr githsn a to. .
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Naedre?l brtete nca uyo uyo i btu aekm atht waht tginhs wonk lfosyreu. Gveni is odwrl ifar ont to ro doo,g eb ih,alrgt thta het. Teh to btu lltsi inltu hsoc,lo ielv, ,tae lefsyoru yoak is go uyo naikgm hbati. .
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,aawlsy frmo ontlse shoet sjut aer sa iinfcto wdosr. Tpra vath'ne negdahc we thta. .
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Hatcug of —me ,own hsa it fnlialy tbu oyu ihts aegnrdi gwoindern aakmr me if saekm gulha. Has cbesae—u it. So ntha dtexpece rome i mcuh. Enes sith gonimc sereid dan vene ilaf otn ot bemay evah oruy. .
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For oaersn csmla eoms it dwon btu me. Tsih htta iknth oyu to arelifu eptxecde. Nekes eavh dah ot nad and raakm eymba meubslt dbele us us oru on tge to. .
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A yabme elast ta,ht have ew encla nigod by uocdl. Be ot htaguc rbno to newa is eb. Eenss of cna inndgmpie sdfhiine domo het tboua ingbe ew lte fo go. .
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If hsti dulwo nidk i angihytn ubt, is ppyha or akem relpy odwnre fo ihst you stiupd dowren ot. .
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Eon tnihg be ut,b hgirt eh'srte of i icnatre anc now. .
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Ffo rfo ivngil wofglilno uecbase dhra ttcnsiisn saw i kearrd trpa is't ttbeer if esrwndo em eugh a neht ouy lsitl to cbka oru fo nkaht. .
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Eenv uyo tn,he tknha. .
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Nhkta yuo ofr. . . Ncuoinntgi. Otn tyirng lingvi ron. Orf utb unocnnigti. .
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Mnay aleidf os 'evi stngih. Csedon ti em cshcaen had ro,hugth tub i rewhveta gvea osme hnk,it ifefsngur to veuy'o og. .
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No'td adn ttcmnoiemm i inatteyrc like. :thsi itme lil' hgmit irfst ays and shti teh aslt os eb.
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Stwae yna haccsen i meor n'wot. .
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Hruhgot s'etl ruo way fiel wya thta unchp. .

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