A letter from May 07, 2023

Time Travelled — almost 1 year

Peaceful right?

Hey how’s it going. It’s been a year since I wrote this and I have big hopes for where you are right now. As I write this I’m laying in bed on Sunday morning weirdly sweaty and honestly pretty uncomfortable. I’m writing this is a way to post pone getting out of bed if I’m being totally honest. I graduate in like three weeks, I’m dating Tommy(recently had a pregnancy scare, but obviously I was not in fact pregnant), I got my cosmo license a few months ago, and I just recently decided I want to move out of my moms asap. So I guess what I would like to know is have you moved out yet? Who do you live with? Are you still with Tommy or did we upgrade? Don’t say we downgraded, I’ll **** you. Are you working in a salon still? Do you work at muse? Do you like it? Are we happy? I hope we’re happy. I’m a little scared for what the future holds but I’m also excited. I also expect a glow up in the next year or two so pls don’t disappoint me. Ik I’m already hot now but I expect to get even hotter as I get older. Anyways no matter how stuff is going, I want you to know that I think we deserve the world. No matter what mistakes we make or how other people treat us, just remember that we are deserving of love and happiness. Never let anyone make you feel like you are less than them. You are wonderful. You are beautiful and smart and kind and talented and dedicated and loyal and just amazing overall. And it might seem like things are tough at times but you deserve to pat yourself on the back for how hard you’ve worked because you are breaking a negative cycle, which is crazy admirable. Please make good choices and take care of our body and mind. We deserve it.

Epilogue

about 23 hours later

Oh wow girl, I almost forgot how sad you were all the time. Life was really hard for you back then, huh. The good news is I’m doing great! Thanks...

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,love mhcu a oyu reay in 💞.

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