A letter from Apr 27, 2023

OMG! I have never done a letter for 3 years in the future, I always keep it to 1 year. But this is a special year, so I think we need to hear from you, or well from me? Idk. Anyways Miss girl. We are GRADUATING! I am so proud of you, ah you are so worthy of everything in life. You are strong, resilient, loving and overall CAPABLE. You are capable of anything and everything your heart desires. Now, am I writing this when I should be working on my final projects.... yes. yes I am. Who gonna check me?? But, seriously, you are amazing and I wonder where you are in life. I saw a feature on here that allows you to respond back, so you know what you're gonna do. Respond back! Don't play with me. How are you and my husband? You should be making 10 years this year, you know what what that means... I smell a ring approaching. Period. I have been doing some thinking lately, and maybe I could write until 13 years... maybe. Idk man. It just depends, but hey, I think engaged by 10 years and married by 12/13.... that's a vibe. So he better get to it. You guys should DEFINITELY be living together by now. Hold on, did you see how I didn't even ask you if you were still together, that is because I am so confident in us, he has worked so hard on earning my trust and honestly has shown nothing but love, respect, honesty, and dedication to myself and our relationship. So he has just that, my unwavering, God fearing trust. He should really be thankful to have such a Holy woman in his life, hello! But yeah I hope we moved out during the time I set, which was like January/February 2024.... unrealistic, maybe. But always hopeful! Because God will find a way, yes he will every time. Girl, cheena. Cheena cheena. Update me, is she good? Everything should be fine now that she is in our house. I don't even care if she is still ******** active, or getting Cs. I just want to know if she is in a group home or not, or she still at my moms, or did you take her in? Update me please! I just know I always want the best for her, I love her like my own flesh and blood. I have always treated her as my little sister and I hope she views me the same. I have always viewed all of them like that. Aaliyah, Jessie- I think Cheena and Aaliyah were the only ones who reciprocated those feelings. Anyways, just know that Cheena is always in my prayers. And I love her unconditionally. Gabriel is still alive right? Yes. Okay good. I would actually be devastated if any other word besides yes was said. My sweet pure sunshine. Literally can light up any day, any room, any life. I just need him to walk me down the aisle and meet his nephews and nieces, and maybe watch them grow up, at least until they reach double digits so they can know him and love him, the way I do. So he can know what it feels like to have nieces and nephews, I want to provide him that. I honestly want to give him every experience he can possible have in this lifetime. So his stink butt better be around and literally cannot go anywhere at least for another 15 years. Then if he feels like it's time then we can discuss that together on the possibility. Okay girl let me get back to this work. Remember, wherever you are right now does not define you, good or bad. You are only 25 turning 26. You are young and youthful. Remember to forgive yourself. Remember to love yourself and be kind always. Remember to be patient and crying is okay. Keep God close in your heart and remember your plan for life is NOTHING compared to his plan for you. Pray. Read the Bible. Let me send you off with this prayer. May God camp around you and your loved ones, May he grant you peace, safety, wisdom, and health. May God carry you on his back when you feel as though you cannot keep going. May he enlighten you to see your path and how far you have came and how far you will go. May God forgive any sins, for his son loves you and died for you. Seek him always. May the Lord provide for you, and be fruitful. I ask that God himself speaks to you one day and that you may feel his presence, for you are a humble servant, a God fearing, and God loving woman. May he protect you always, and the angels camp around and keep your safe in your journeys both physically and spiritually. In his name I give thanks, I give glory, in his name I pray. Amen. Thank you Jesus. I love you Sarah.