A letter from Apr 19, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, how's it going? Im doing alright right now so i don't know how i am in the future, by the way how was the therapie? did it help you? have you gotten more friends? are you out? really? i just want to know if everything can change in one year or if it's impossible :) anyways did you have a relationship with someone or are you still not a fan of that? and i wanna know about your ********* and orientation and gender ;) so that would be all i hope you did a good kob and that you are still alive. Your dearest Ash(ley)

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Glad to be still here, a lot did happen in the last year actually.

My mental health got worse, i was in a psychward at...

Tath ,iptno afert i emso tueqi wetn orf ot ehratyp emso temi.
Stale si't but bngie at the fro ietm teetbr ,nwo.
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Hl,sep ryatpeh yse.
Ti mowseoh odse t,i btu 'dnitd i ieveelb ultaylca.
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On iedr,fns egt otn i ddi emro.
Tmos utb i dsa wef and i just oen ton a am i ssim fidren rllyae stlo fo m,e abuot.
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I am yes tou uh,.
,me was ti htat fro rof earise teh me chypdsarw covrdee os.
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Ym ni tmso any era so di'ntd gte tlli dan eppeol my eht amyilf si haet ow,n efli i etpuovpsir.
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Flrdnuweo a thiw irhnpsatioel a onw do aveh i soal sneopr.
Am mite alylre fro tohre yltuac,la kwen utb twih kosep gdal a spreon tath ew long chae od never i onw ouy but ew.
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Medi is my exidm asuiyxlet apn gesus with i.
Dnto htat lyaler i,s arec onreps i dan i atcch leiegsfn lasyei a 'odtn retieh athw.
Dernge efalem ym is.
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,soo eno spna of anc ni adn hcaegn het ma ttah iervhgyten a,eyr it emsohwo yphpa ddi i.
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I ym ddn'it ietm saw i,fel somlta i htat took aldg tbu heert i weher a ma. .
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Oiokngl otl erebtt fo hat'ts kab,c tub i a cooiauimtcnmn sseui,s toentg dha.
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Duaetpd yuo ekpe to i ryt m(e).
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Getra feil a aveh.
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Hyelsa.

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