A letter from Mar 28, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi, i know when you look back on this you’ll probably cringe but i just want to ask, is it over? And by over i mean are you over him? I am currently 15 and i (or us) have just gotten my heart completely broken. He was my first (nearly) everything. Things are really really painful right now, i’ve lost all my friends and now the love of my life. But i still have amber. Do you still have amber? i hope you do. Anyway i don’t know whether i’ll even be alive to receive this letter in the future. But if i am, i want to let you know how proud i am that you’re still alive and fighting everyday. I know it hasn’t been easy and i’m surprised that i’m alive rn so i can’t imagine how you must feel. I always said i didn’t want to live past 16 and now you will be sixteen. It’s kind of bittersweet. But i hope the world is being so much more kinder to you now compared to how it’s treating me at the moment. I honestly just hope you’re happy and content with yourself and life. And i also want to ask about family life. How is everything going? i sure hope it’s better then it’s been in the past, but it probably will be. Everyone’s a little older, more mature now. - 15 year old you!