A letter from Mar 05, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Today is Sunday March 05, 2023 as it already shows, the date only, the current time is 8:13 pm im under a blanket right here in bed in my room. I don't know how I should type but ima try my best and hopefully is entertained so the future me is enjoying reading. Im currently a college freshman in my second semester. Hopefully my dream to go to Fresno State comes true Ive been praying for every night, well not every night. There has been times where I forgot to pray but almost every time I prayed, I prayed so I can achieve my dream to transfer to Fresno State since right now im attending Reedley College. The classes i'm currently taking is a little difficult but I know I can do pass them and will pass them. Tomorrow is Monday, Tomorrow i have college. Ever since last year I started enjoying more the beginning of the week because the end of the weeks I feel lonely and I just want to go out with some friends. I got stuff to do but I don't prioritize. Which is something I need to take advantage from and make progress. I been struggling recently with some things. One is my mest up knee that I injured in October I still cant recover from it. I don't feel any pain but when it comes to like squatting with weights or lunges. That's when it starts hurting and I don't know till this point. Sometimes I get desperate but I try to keep it cool. I pray for it every time so I can recover. Also something i'm struggling is my Acne i got a breakout since December I do not know why, I think it was because ever since my dad got sick I was always worrying and feeling stressed almost all the time. I think this why I got acne not sure tho. But hopefully I recover from it. Yesterday I applied to Walmart after saying i'm going to apply to Walmart and I haven't doing it. But yesterday I just did so I got to wait and see if i'm getting the job. The position that I applied is general merchandise associate. Basically like restocking shelves stuff like that I think I read the description right and who knows other things. Im feeling little nervous, just very little nervous right now because Im going to be interacting with customers when they ask me for certain products. But i'm ready for it. Hopefully nothing bad happens to me and I will do my best. So will see what will happen. Also Ive been struggling with pornography and masturbation but i quit doing that Im not a porn addict no more. Im changing to become better and get closer to God. Ever since my dad got sick I was sticking more closer to God because I needed him. I was always close to God since my dad got sick from covid 2 years ago if were counting as i'm writing this letter. But since my dad got sick from tuberculosis I got even closer to him thats why I quit doing bad habits that were sin so I could be closer to God. Im trying to improve myself physically and mentally. I want to achieve lots of things but keep them in control. I having more discipline on my goals being more consistent and I will be reaching what I was always reaching. So yeah this is what I wanted to write. Theres more that I want to right but I don't know what to write but I kind of know but i'm more like I don't know what to write. I will do my best to progress in what I need to progress continue chasing what I need to chase, Pray every night to God to help me achieve my goals to protect my Mom, Dad, Me, Family and friends from all evil and sickness. Hopefully your doing alright bro. I will work on what I need to work to progress and improve. Stay safe Jesus and take care. God Bless.