A letter from Feb 09, 2023

Dear FutureMe, well if you're wondering its 11:06 pm and im crying because who knows why. Sophomore year has brought its highs and lows lows: -the extreme anxiety of being alive -basketball stress -club volleyball crap -school volleyball toxicity that almost broke me -friends being an absolute mess -Spanish II -balance or school and sports and family and social highs: -ava (literally biggest blessing this year and she has no idea) -basketball teammates -new friends -being able to drive -being friends with annalise -lola and I being iconic -ruby imbo -all the imbos -livi so if you cant tell people are our biggest high and low right now. what im really sad about is senior night. Lydia and Kam not being here next year is sad. But, it has me thinking that all my favorite juniors will be seniors next year. what am I gonna do without them? I dont know. honestly its been a rough little while but thats ok. -love had