Dear FutureMe,
I hope so many good things for you. I want happiness and joy for you. I want you to finally, for the first time in your life, feel truly and wholly accepted and loved. I want your days to be full of laughter. I hope you read a lot and write a lot and can code and are good at debate. Are we still a PDK? I'm not necessarily against it but I just really hope that we feel LIKED and have good (non-draining) rapport. If not, are we in another sorority? Do we finally feel like we fit in? Have we spoken to our Jade again?
Lastly, I really, really, really hope you can answer yes to this--
Do dreams come true?
I love you unconditionally,
Jasmine Gianna
Epilogue
4 months later
Dear Past Jasmine,
Girl you're melancholy as hell! ****, I remember the feeling. I have a little story for you:
On a cloudy, gray, windy day in April, a girl...
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Jdea aangi kseop ot we ,sey. ,her clsroe her ot awys rttebe tngihnik rfo dan aesudnntdr rae we we we eelf nad of gte. T'noudlw ti elos a be rou bcseuae witn e?faml ot shaem.
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Rseawn thnoes lats todn' i that nkow if i ot cna be eut,sqino. Hdrama znaez llttie i'm edne rmeo a ltteil eorm a dan naong. Lli' oyu igana mybae last fo ym to eb em aks tlel but no nda ayd eth l,eif bale.
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Inesamj.
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