A letter from Jan 18, 2023

Peaceful right?

Hey my cherished future self, Mwah mwah it’s ur past self, how you’ve been? What r u up to now? What kind of adventures are you doing right now? I wish you nothing but the best. As of right now, I’m struggling through several day long stomach ache with a hard lesson not to abuse my stomach and be careful with what I eat on daily basis. It’s snowing…AGAIN. Winter back at our old home on the mountain is nothing like winter in midwest. I’m slowly going crazy in this place but at least, I’m warm, having roof over my head, and internet access. So, small victories for that. My savings has taken a huge hit after we moved here, I’m sure you’ve found job and is job jumping like usual. But I got to ask you if you managed to get car this year? Or at least getting closer to that goal? I still want car so badly even tho insurance and maintenance are a thing. I want my freedom. How about training and doing some Marathon, and working out in swimming pool? I want to do that, but with ***** going on, it seem difficult but I’m slowly getting there…slowly. I don’t know what I expected when I moved here, but it’s nothing like I’ve expected, this state is kind of boring, but hey, at least we got this year and onward to work on ourselves and figure out how to best improve ourselves and get our future set and in order. I know one thing for sure. Progress will be made in 2023. We will be better off financially at end of year, better off spiritually and emotionally, we will be more aware, and crush our shadow selves. It’ve been tough and rough. But I’m slowly taking it one day and step at time. Hopefully by end of year we have better progress on our writings to show for it. In the beginning of 2022, I have zero idea what to expect from future. And in the beginning of 2023, I have some ideas and desires, and hopes. Especially regarding writing, homesteading, and traveling (No idea if this year has travels in store for me, but I’m always open to opportunities, now that I have license…) I hope by 2024, I’ll have a foundation built and working toward something. I want to be the most lovely version of myself by the time I meet her. But at same time, I’m in zero rush, now I know I have a long list of goals and wants that I want to achieve in this lifetime. Being single can be incredibly awesome at times. I’m sending you so much love and hopes. And I’m hundred…no thousand percent sure that you’ll effortlessly conquer 2023, regardless if it’s grand and obvious, or simple and steady progress and before you know it, it’s over with. Go forth into 2024, my beloved, Go forth with my will, faith and determination, we got this ****. Always. We’ll make it. From your past self, 23

Epilogue

about 24 hours later

Hello, my dear past self!

I know you had some aspirations and hopes for 2023 but you weren't sure what you're in for, but let me tell you how incredible...

Ot us was 2023. . . I ntosfmrieus sa smoe eshar sumt elwl hwit. .
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Htta breeemmr noe sueiss cyarz hnat arye opastntcied for otehr atht rvye tshomca ctsaohm suaul eexptc ew atel l,wle ni itme i of d'itnd ew luclyki our erst eht iekl ceah het heva ewre 2023. .
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Wrhee ngatei as sdya inddt' wreeh ate ot erwe ,ewll soem i sibtha s'it btu unigtpt ym asdy mose bettre liehtahre i'ev rtoeff adn in aet dna teerh idd avhe lelw, ont doiempvr ra,line i nebe. .
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Arsey lbeal tub uot eary to taht laeb ldrestgug ringteaveo ptu a uompeslivc eors,iddr tish frieugd fetar us of kognniw twhi swa nrwog aols niutl tnswa' ot hgtin i stih we htwi ghmtiosen. Ksacsn ro 'weer natialddoi for i,naag dan olt full litun r'wee isht slitl lnyo ter,hie ihwt i cerepft nto si dna itmmeosse ve'we go ulenss eta ohrtguthou vpreomid ,esonscd proesgsr alrrey a utb rhugyn ysda vreotae. Rfa deus eb aer sday it s,tlli wefre toehs ot htna. .
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Idesa to cra ti a on ecins oj,b heva arye rof eht orf a ers,kp ouy, htwi aves nzagaim srsti,e in a a i'm ratef morf we y,te rskeheeuoep ttha gnaadme ipioirsret anth to evha nsavig sa utb eht uyo ogod jbo sapt ot got dan inopt roowrb tbu swne i gdirinan is idd entnoufaluryt yuo, royu emor meoh dan ahd tlyplcemeo yuo at hits anht rfa arc, vene igrbge a ewev' rienbdicle ouyr i enrsu guptnit. .
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Ouyr hretar you fmor lgvaine gofedr fdeeorm reefomd sah ekma tsuj htwi you eth chpsaiyl ot anelmt ropnsi no'sted slryfeou uaeecbs eer,f rsfti litbeear ot uory nath you from omec aevh ni is vreca dhea thta dan ascnegip car. Dna to eceahidv ewve' uodpr deofemr say taht hsit im'. .
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Uehg we ameosew otn tub bjo ti ofr hsit layiscphyl ibgne geuonh ithw nddti' premlbo dstyea ufatltoyerunn up dedne avctie a su eseeixcr ietm bjo os t,og to shit ew we thiw ehva luckyil. .
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We onw rapt itwngna eoinln emest orngad onji ftera mncapgai od of to dnnoeug wr'ee dan eyelbkiw logn & ynlafil pncaagmi htta ot ha,tt item rbndieceli na fo ndmagea. .
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Tsela cmhu rtfsi aterln in but ,ecalp uiwhott ncfehr ltugsreg rou baird do how to nac not we arh,i itsh eouvrsesl we ta. .
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Reev ew rsheud uyo lehiaonprtsi oyu entawd up, frits uoy uabcsee ot rzelaied iemt ni tog rof onti dna enrilidrgf bekor be tdndi'.
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St'i suraeb alble oyu we we euabds bieng npou fo ew thta nda fnusgferi yhet too a aasmurt soelersuv, to ti tlfdecnii ttha ruwpfloe is eth as dnifee bauds,e spatsce ,us iardfa otru,hhg sht(i htis ykao wrod oehugn to it ton si rou of rodw aeohntr ni tnwe teh ew us cafed fo elraedzi wree love trseadk ,rlzeadie trsong teh kahstn eewr tath all gnhit is to. ).
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Anffcis tmhe eortw beeicldnir nlaegehlc we ohvwefariucrono nad dan lafyinl uheogn siksll to eabmec rvbae wnigtri ot sdpeto smoe our. Isdrfne liibdcneer ni rog meos nrtreu egandi dan. .
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Htwi sedu it ot eb vhea lovgni nonetcnsico aregt sefinrd diesnrf rarhet ot snema in ****** odeosdrnut nhta yuo ouy waht. .
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Apin dr,aiecr ot i oems uhcm ieraptscmese yotper dpleeh atht tiwh of nicoedsr dna us teh mceo os rteow tesmr tehm ew we. .
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To yrtpoe erdreerf eht eyclc wtore het cmae uerbsa ryve dphaneep etm,h tfirs waya isht oyu htat fo nlfia osr,row bwneeet awth dan eednd ga,o htat ertfa uyo ewrto mthe, nad ot anip fo 5 ortype arye you ouy nyafill leetrt with yoru to tsemr nignrbu nad by. Ecam oselc ahtt lyailnf ycecl a to ash etublufia. .
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Ruoy bagn cpuloe dan a iezns nojeid twih ilylafn tecsols ibg adpipel royu fo noadmf fo uyo siftr ot fnsdire wto. .
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Kloo seom wne mhoe i eelf egt to nmn,oeti nda oyu ot i'm nwo yernal leov thwi ni you gseassl oheclts lyi,yalsphc wo,n whti fondu woh mcuh who feel ew a rleoufsy ncaech oyu tigrh we oottgrnef ssrleeuvo sdronruu os pnki ikel and dha at i n,i. .
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Sha adn store blirneeidc ofr fo htis in atwh ot atiw em wgtorh nbee sah i eayr ees 2240 acnt'. .
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Aencrc ewsn i aineeahrrtkgb utb ersptne sa iwth hre sioagndde ogt 3022 yrou as rtybdhia rbeka de,di teh isesrt to enylra tusm oyu,. Uorenyj eb seh is htsi hgurhto lilw eb tirspnpogu i owkn so and tnrsgo wlli fmylia ot'nd aidrfa we clehgnlae, ncih teh ruo uryo tihs suvvrei uo,y ton to shit keep ateydrg wlil ehr ,ned nad sthi githr nuegoh tsih utb dan reeh up cyr eb to esir ergiev no ot ucaeebs he'ss fro oughr. .
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Wtih 2,204 ayer will be fo i afr ocfcenendi sllah srsusap lebercindi 0242 it hfotr iont ni thta wlil og s,o owh 2230 a. .
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Slsseginb satp llwi amny to sfle, nda for yrou doeelvb hatt uyo ribng hinc 0232 ouy keep konw chishre up my. .
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Iwht vo,le.
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Uerftu fsel ruoy.
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