A letter from Jan 04, 2023

Dear FutureMe, woahh. i cant believe that its already 2023, im turning 14 this year, starting highschool, its my last year of middle schooooollllll. i just thought that i might do a thing where i write a letter every day to me in the future. okay tbh i just saw it on tiktok but its okay. anyways wow. im so proud of you for making it through middle school and almost done with freshmen year. theres so much stuff that im wondering if i ever do. did i ever come out to mom and dad, do i ever start transitioning socially or physically? are mom and dad aproving of me maybe being trans? am i actually trans? currently i think that im nonbinary but use they/he probouns but im not sure about the he. sometimes mom jokingly uses he on me and im not sure how i feel about it but its still better than she by a lot yk? whats up w the therapy situation? does everything get better or is this just the start, does it get worse? is dad still obsessed with overcooked/portal/keewee? are we still friends with leah and orly? do i have more friends? do i start any new hobbies? okay enough of the questions. i was thinking of doing this on paper that might be more cool, i might switch later but yeah. omg are we still obsessed with dinosaurs and cheese and green grapes? i actually have my second therapy appt tommorow and i think that dhes going to talk to my mom more this time which is kinda making me nervous, i dont want anything super awkward to come up. its actually currently almost 1 am so thats great and all. i guess im just foing to use this to update future me on all of my problems or just tell you abt my day tho ig. ooh does chicken end up being a creep or are they actually a real person? OMG DO WE EVER MEET UP THAT WOULD ACTUALLY BE SICK OMG DUDE AAAAAAaaAaanyways, i love you so much <3 (thats a lie i hâte myself sm 🥫) okay well, goodbye for noww