A letter from Dec 27, 2022

Dear FutureMe, So cold. How r u? What r u doing? You know I hate when the year will end soon because I feel like I will get older again even if my birthday is not in January. Maybe because April is fast approaching after new year. It's few months away from January and is in the first quarter of the year. Although I love new years more than any holidays, because it gives me the feeling of new start, just like early morning does but more motivating, I hate it because it feels like I'm fast approaching to aging. Sometimes I wish that I could be a teenager again, where everything seems so doable and possible. Don't get me wrong, being an adult you are now responsible of your actions. You can do whatever you want just not those "teenager activities". You take something more seriously. Some will say to act your age. Don't let them tell you what to do. If it makes you happy go for it. But life isn't all about happiness, even so you'll be fine. Teenagers view the world differently. Did I not enjoy my teenage life before that I got envious sometimes with the youth? I miss those adrenaline, stubbornness, impulsiveness. HBU? What do u miss?