A letter from Nov 21, 2022

Dear FutureMe, things look like they'll never get better. you just lost two of your closest friends, and they hate you for something you didn't do, your mom makes you feel like you don't deserve to be loved, you just feel like giving up on everything because it's all so tiring. you feel like you will never be enough. but you also believe it will get better with time, so please, just tell me we're here. just tell me we went through this, and we didn't give up. just tell me you (we) didn't let the worst take over us. please tell me you don't feel so alone anymore. didn't let depression win. tell me things will get better someday, because it's so hard now. it's really hard to believe. but I hope.