A letter from Nov 14, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, how’s life going? are you feeling happier with yourself?❤️‍🩹 have you stopped smoking yet lol? did you learn how to roll a blunt properly? how was ur a-level results?!!!!!!! what uni are you going to and how is it? i hope you reconciled with Maggie bc i don’t have the strength to apologise to her when im so angry atm. are you still in contact with the ogs? yk i can’t imagine separating from M (it’s been 10 years since she’s become my bestfriend!!). but how is L, is she healthy and happy now? ➡️if not in contact (☹️) have you made any new friends in uni? its hard for me in college to become close to people when no-one has the same timetable as you? did you ever manage to keep my room clean and stop procrastinating? do you have a new job? do you still model? i hope you have built up your confidence and learnt to walk in heals! did you ever get the adhd diagnosis? it’s been 2 years for me ugh. also please play piano again pls pls pick it back up. xoxo past girl

Epilogue

about 20 hours later

hey baby me,

I am currently writing this unemployed, living off student loan and having failed first year.
You were so right on about that ADHD diagnosis girl so no...

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Fcekli eon,t on si rvye eeiarhv eht shainpeps. Deb gwtinir dnif uot ni dahr fo eta srodm ebd it ot ts(cuk iwll uyo itsh adn tpi egt teg ni tkusc onpeisdser vinigl nad ni fo nr) estmmosei a. Ynlo wyaa iekl postetofs my wtih tey nar a iehndb ogln dna has miet ti me ltef two st’ni rfom cdhiohldo lfese syrae lal. Up ew hhogtu meth cna llif oohsmwe. To leki hoem hatt aehv smake btoh emseomtsi ocme mevo no otn eth uyro tbu wlli si’t osuesh tsroo dna a narle osehu etspnra it yuo uoy ilwl efel. Hdar bgegde ihsw i uro tthgi obwl ynmeo lwil fo etg lal uyo not i ot adn ryve oghuen gnasivs.
P. S. Harrde to yte sllti ceom uoryfsle yhte toesh on onpai a rae ttleli slseosn gbe.
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Vene ******* nia)p odlh nolcsguh(i kacb athsirgt lilw your uory oyu kcab setiharrgt wulaf gvie adn hdae up.
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Etufur rlgi oxxo.

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