A letter from Nov 14, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, how’s life going? are you feeling happier with yourself?❤️‍🩹 have you stopped smoking yet lol? did you learn how to roll a blunt properly? how was ur a-level results?!!!!!!! what uni are you going to and how is it? i hope you reconciled with Maggie bc i don’t have the strength to apologise to her when im so angry atm. are you still in contact with the ogs? yk i can’t imagine separating from M (it’s been 10 years since she’s become my bestfriend!!). but how is L, is she healthy and happy now? ➡️if not in contact (☹️) have you made any new friends in uni? its hard for me in college to become close to people when no-one has the same timetable as you? did you ever manage to keep my room clean and stop procrastinating? do you have a new job? do you still model? i hope you have built up your confidence and learnt to walk in heals! did you ever get the adhd diagnosis? it’s been 2 years for me ugh. also please play piano again pls pls pick it back up. xoxo past girl

Epilogue

about 20 hours later

hey baby me,

I am currently writing this unemployed, living off student loan and having failed first year.
You were so right on about that ADHD diagnosis girl so no...

To efrt need. Tpspdoe eanvth’ ubt to sngmoki i o-prrlle atrenl i no how eavh. You rfist noit tub tdoens’ yaawny it tlesrus uin hcceoi llwi vleal-e eerw **** teg rtamte oruy cb. Ecbaesu ckyoc treeka oto oruy si ignselria ti erusco oht deu tge uroy no ont to ot dtn’o wno ardh yb ouy gte lilw aevh ot who. .
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Otfref esh sa irocnelce euds hes inpdeifhsr ggimae nerve yuo yslincooacla whti you an deam irngb bakc and hte the mssi lwli ot evrne tocrofm but. Tub and in het syat canctto ykao dhhliocod ofrm chmu ithw ouy si !!!do!g nda h’tast epoelp l l ehytahl noly yptret ktnah payhp aer nwo m. Have nad ni esryftra-i in lmaeftast to ykcul aer suhc nwe so doog nyma ouy ehva rsindef maed inu. .
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Dnaiosgis eth ebba nruiwegnav nda iaatpsotrrnocni na ocesm good osme wiht het oorm s’it mseys btu weske. I ligolmden nageid avhe veah but tesodpp it chmu i ceiondnfce frmo os.
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Sahppiesn het revy si on n,ote eaverih filkec. Igtrwni sith hrad teg fdni bed ouy adn a ti ni mrsod smtmesioe lilw of osdesirpen pti ucstk nad to k(sutc in fo aet gilvni in dbe tou etg rn). Aryse hodcholdi gnlo lla aayw eilk hinbed sah ti nar otw ylno eyt eslef iemt a eftpsosto eflt ym me wiht dna tis’n fomr. Smowhoe lfli ehtm pu acn we hoguht. Ilek ’its otn kasem ratspen to on ovme ahve yuro msesoteim tboh leef eranl utb you ehsou ootsr emco oehm teh and ouy lwli lwil ti husose taht a. Wblo uyo i wihs ton svgiasn tge adn hgitt radh eegdgb very guoenh rou all mnoey of i to lwil.
P. S. Otshe ceom fseyuolr no rae lilts htye ssseoln to oipan tlitle tey a beg erhdar.
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Htgrtasi yuo hldo rgihatstre ******* eevn uyor pu uhsg(olcin will n)ipa lufwa ahed cabk nda gvie bkca oryu.
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Oxxo urfute irlg.

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