A letter from Nov 12, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Wait that's 2 days before Valentine's day. I don’t expect you to find anyone that fast. Anyways, I'm in bed trying to figure out how to play the guitar because I forgot how to. I just saw the best guitar player in the world. Right now I'm crushing in this boy, I have been looking at him for a little over a year now. I've looking for ways to talk to him, I succeed, but I don't know how to carry on the conversation. This is driving me crazy because I want to be his friend, but I don't know how to. Please tell me how did it go. I'm trying to become confident. I have achieved many things and I'm grateful for that, but I want to be happy just with myself. Yesterday I realized that the only and best thing I have is me. I posted a ngl on my story. Nobody even clicked on it, and I'm not mad at them, but that's when I realized how much I need myself. I wrote the ngl myself and pretended I have friends. That's the key to confidence, pretended. I was feeling overwhelmed about my future, but a letter from January 04 2022 helped me out. I just want you to know that everything is predestined and your story is already written so you don't have to worry. GOD ALWAYS PROVIDES and as long as you can see the stars, everything is alright.