A letter from Nov 05, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, damn, I stopped being sad all time!!?? and I enjoy maths? wonder where that will take us anyway... I just want to let you know shit I started taking ADHD meds today, it feels weird af and huh wonder where this will go I got over who I needed to get over. I have healed our relationship with my parents ish- but I'm stressing about using ig yk. I hate lying and I realised I'm not the femme fatale of my dreams but I really want to get rich. I read more than 42 books this year which is actually crazy. I think I hate myself less and I SURVIVED 13 YEARS!? I still think about the parlour sometimes... and I think about how I'm gonna die. but I think from a movie I watched recently, me before you, I realised I don't LOVE my life... I just love the people in it, but not living. so I'm gonna try to love living... I hope you're still there... okay, happy and awesome. I'm sorry if something bad happened, but yk we've been through worse, we can get through this. have you started loving life? - love, and hope Avira

Epilogue

2 days later

Hey there you fucking idiot.

ahahah im kidding (I'm not)

Your wishes have come true!! (mostly)

The parlour stuff is healed, the dieing...

Is uffst hdishl-eae.
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Hoohhhoohoooh tsuff tub the elif ionlvg. .
To ni raa?vi ?emnomt elif to awth ot anme to did elif i tis' veil selu?lft oejyn uoy mn,ae thta eth yb.
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A a lefi a utb ,stil si tno fiel ttpconiemio tec,tnos tsi' do-ot or olev is elfi ont.
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Raheinbtg s,geplnie ,tsigtin gienat ni o,gnheu ugnheo uot implsy we,ll gait,nkl ti 'athts and.
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Anc lef"i yeinnojg" sjut odn't ofurlyes hvea to tnoi lvie lgtiu uoy yuo. Dan gneuho tath's.
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Erally tn'do fi pilroes( sreeail uoy the rfo a)eltr uyo dab lwoognifl tnmosh siht wlli eb.
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Ti houtrh,g 'lyulo i lal fo tbu lal fomr erfta you kmae iht,s thas't anwt and.
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Guort,hh uogneh g,lvnii rhtae eakm it tath kpee eekp ntage,bi si oyru.
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Rohtghu lto, nto etls' evgi a eve'w eben so up.
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Feil tel lnigov i clilh gtninwa rxlae, dna od vleo tles' and gina,mne eht rof oyu usjt utb. .
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If )(ahhhaa otok egt stahm ad nenoutci (i in i phoe in i ee)ee leov and yu,o tdon' htma ill ielv h9,t ttha dan ouy llwi to owkn.
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Etha yr)od it wtih juts u,s i epke snimwgmi elki nsde jtus (i.
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Ro,fm sefl 3< to corsle hteda royu.
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Dgienar oo,oon wd sp: pspedot uyo start iagan uoll'y. .

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