A letter from Nov 05, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, damn, I stopped being sad all time!!?? and I enjoy maths? wonder where that will take us anyway... I just want to let you know shit I started taking ADHD meds today, it feels weird af and huh wonder where this will go I got over who I needed to get over. I have healed our relationship with my parents ish- but I'm stressing about using ig yk. I hate lying and I realised I'm not the femme fatale of my dreams but I really want to get rich. I read more than 42 books this year which is actually crazy. I think I hate myself less and I SURVIVED 13 YEARS!? I still think about the parlour sometimes... and I think about how I'm gonna die. but I think from a movie I watched recently, me before you, I realised I don't LOVE my life... I just love the people in it, but not living. so I'm gonna try to love living... I hope you're still there... okay, happy and awesome. I'm sorry if something bad happened, but yk we've been through worse, we can get through this. have you started loving life? - love, and hope Avira

Epilogue

2 days later

Hey there you fucking idiot.

ahahah im kidding (I'm not)

Your wishes have come true!! (mostly)

The parlour stuff is healed, the dieing...

Uffst e-lhhdiesa si.
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Fiel teh utffs ohhhooohohooh btu nvgloi. .
?useltlf ot hatt ava?ir yb i did ifle to hte to wath ,aenm ts'i ntm?meo yenjo yuo ot lief vlie ni mnae.
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Mtioiotpnce a nto ton a ro olev tocsnt,e tub si efil si't feil eifl a to-do tils, si.
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Slmipy ognhue ileeg,pns ni it agtbhnrei ,llew out iagnet sngtiti, gainltk, adn st'aht ghone,u.
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Sjtu uoy itlgu elvi tdon' acn uyo lorefusy inot eog"ynjin to e"ilf eavh. Guneoh dan h'atts.
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Dab eth eaeirls itsh onofilgwl lilw mhotsn )aertl rs(opile rof be you you fi notd' elraly.
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Lla to,ugrhh i lly'uo tbu ,itsh dna thsa't trefa ntaw it fo ofrm yuo lal ekam.
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Ekpe eepk aemk gvnii,l oryu nt,beiag it ,ohrtugh is ttah eghonu eahrt.
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Up olt, ohhgrtu ont giev a lets' so bene veew'.
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Nagiwnt tjsu i cillh ngaim,ne od adn hte yuo let tbu olev xl,ear ilvnog lets' eifl rof nad. .
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Ookt to )eeee i evlo citnenou atth adn nokw lvei y,ou fi and i dt'on smaht mtha i( ill ni tge ht,9 lwli in you epoh ad )ahha(ah.
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Juts swmmniig klei (i ry)do ihtw etah jtus it i eepk ,su sden.
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3< to uyor frm,o ahedt fesl lrcseo.
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Oooo,n ianag tpepsdo rstta wd rnigdae oyl'lu p:s ouy. .

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