A letter from Oct 30, 2022

Dear FutureMe, it’s the 30/10/22 and you broke up with hamza like 2 weeks ago, i kinda miss icl but idk if that’s me missing him as a friend or as a boyfriend but i do want to talk to him again or atleast hug him. i’m talking to other guys rn but they’re not him and they live so far, all 4 guys fully believe they’re going to end up with me but i’m unsure because i’m stilling thinking about hamza. i don’t know what to do, like i can’t ask for him back cos i broke up with him as well as he’ll probs say no or listen to his friends who will definitely say no. i think i’ve made a big mistake as he was amaizng but now i don’t know what to doooo.