A letter from Oct 25, 2022

Dear Saido, I dont know what am feeling am so overwhelmed, am asking myself alot of questions, why me, what am i not doing right, why am i not smart like others, aki am tired i dont know myself anymore am really tired. I just recieved a rejection email at Chamasoft it really broke my heart and also my last hope said they aint taking interns until Jan am so down i dont fucking know what am going to do anymore am really tired of everything i tried my best God why are you not helping me am really tired, i cant stay outside everytime aki mi nimechoka God please help me.