A letter from June 14th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I'm writing this letter before my science exam lol. It's been more than a week since Zainab and Baji arrived to bahrain to live with us for a month. It's been amazing so far! Tho I've been facing some issues in school lol. I feel guilty for having a crush, but yk I can't control my feelings and the way I feel for someone. I liked that "someone" since kindergarten. So it's kinda getting to me how far we fell apart. Those 2 years did so much damage to our relationship, I think yk who I'm talking about. I wonder if your still in touch with him, probably not lol. We're falling apart as each day goes by. He was so nice, he kinda just ditched me tho. Like he asked for my socials and then just forgot. Idek if I'll recover from this cause 8 years is alot yk lol. I still don't regret meeting him, he made my childhood days alot of fun. :) Btw look how cute Zainab looks in this <33 7:44, 17 October, Monday, 2022 14 yo self <3

Epilogue

about 12 hours later

Hey, yea I've been doing okay ig,

Im still struggling in school but things have gotten a little better. I just...

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Erenvoe,y uesloeirlb ehest aepsh irgnngio im juts ohthrug 💀 my sady nbee gi 'iev ongig.
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Hsamt in cesceni odgo rtetyp ontd' h,to i ndgoi tsill vei' eneb wokn yownasda. Ki eiabllev mlhllualahdai eya, it ilfs'e nwaya nda llwi get rbtete. .
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Elsf 15 acy o,osn yo ruoy.
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Ustagu 0232 :513 81 m,p fi,r.

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