A letter from June 14th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I'm writing this letter before my science exam lol. It's been more than a week since Zainab and Baji arrived to bahrain to live with us for a month. It's been amazing so far! Tho I've been facing some issues in school lol. I feel guilty for having a crush, but yk I can't control my feelings and the way I feel for someone. I liked that "someone" since kindergarten. So it's kinda getting to me how far we fell apart. Those 2 years did so much damage to our relationship, I think yk who I'm talking about. I wonder if your still in touch with him, probably not lol. We're falling apart as each day goes by. He was so nice, he kinda just ditched me tho. Like he asked for my socials and then just forgot. Idek if I'll recover from this cause 8 years is alot yk lol. I still don't regret meeting him, he made my childhood days alot of fun. :) Btw look how cute Zainab looks in this <33 7:44, 17 October, Monday, 2022 14 yo self <3

Epilogue

about 12 hours later

Hey, yea I've been doing okay ig,

Im still struggling in school but things have gotten a little better. I just...

Muhc nogtte toalt i anis'zab eecledabrt evol etelncry dn2 sha curtre she rhe idabthyr so. Dan nanwa i otabu llo hitnk ihm edud t'don enve emyoarn ttha 'ontd omientn. Het nyma snihtg enmrayo nebe meas oxtci poepel e'iv tno hdnei,b os tjsu hvea etfl. S'hatt vronyeee ,ehy gdnhace ubt kaoy. Ah'tts arpt up fo gonrwig. Etrdats wtghcina nda wno comrtof oenz are my ytenoslh armaskd i htey alot fo. Lawsel sutm evi' atol ogttne sya i epirtert. Cearbs ym all and iev' gto. Sbeceua edseclhu mdsees seummr pu of epesl aoctavin my is the. .
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Gi jtsu asyd spahe eoslulbire stehe enbe noeryev,e mi ronggiin oigng eiv' ym orghhtu 💀.
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Uchm usgy gtenjrcie is fnu so. Bosot neth adn me onw esigv cfo it od ilotplye i a utb oncecfndie it. Ereynevo si nevualbelibe pu falyim, ahtt ilcagnl ylduneds eth owh is won of and typrte i em llie hte gluy erwg yrlela ky nilgisb.
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Ve'i t,oh digon eben atmsh gdoo in wynodasa i 'dnto yttper oknw still ieccsne. Ya,e etrbte lhlalaluiahmd lwil get adn lliebaev ti ki anayw iefsl'. .
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Uoyr esfl 51 ,soon oy cay.
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