A letter from Oct 14, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, how's life? have we had a gf yet? hows our bf life going? it's almost my birthday! i think i might have adhd. do i? school sucks rn. the amount of stress is so fcking hard. how are my friends? maja, fiona, nora? bree?mady? harper? any new friends? what's going on with penelope? i have a bf right now, and it feels like someone gouged my chest open. he's so sweet but having a bf makes me sick. what about sydney? also i put a bunch of nice little notes in people's lockers. i don't know who is going to get them, but i thought somebody deserved them. i'm so scared about russia and nuclear bombs. maybe we should take the dogs and move to canada. i feel sick and tired constantly. im sorry but i do. i want to stay home from school. alsooooo check the accidental smile doc! idk if you'll still use it but do it!

Epilogue

about 22 hours later

hi love!!

life is ok. its almost the end of the 4th quarter so things are going better. less hw, less stress.

no gf yet but i’m working on it!!...

I tgmih erebrmme leiltt no l?asi vaeh a hqssui ehr. In eht esag irlg se’sh yhwalal eth cdentio ago ew yptret. Vroe hre own ,slie ywa nda nad ffloyo het ?riha ogt i nefrsdi haye ttreeb ew’er twih. Sh’tta kcab nda klei hes em ko d’itnd. .
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Uncbh !esn!g!i!l! i ebba a onw no of vahe w’ree sesrhcu ahha eudds laiicnfto. Lfiyaln but efle ’im i good ib htta onlthyes jsut ningkow. Gslri liek yusg i like and i. .
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Tgo tbu i ym dr3 erllya wsa treebt bad hte htwi rtaeurq ztiogaonrnai hscool. Ogd hatkn. Are neirfds myrallno xela but ear hrtig ghintfig dogo won nda ereb. Im’ lliw get pnghio tbrtee ginsth. Sti elt vciodcnen to i roan su reeb hwit. Hgnoip lobw li’lt ’im veor. I’nts tilsl ssrpyce htwi isgtnti su dmya is btu. (rof orac idd s)roaen gdoo cirlaeh bad ofr and inthgs thiw nidersf heiwl dna kcekid tsa ehmt msoe to a vasid hetir bc otu su. .
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Iitsgnt mgaorn with n2d rtdesat su eseretsm. Ceni puesr ’sshe. With niefdsr iaemel utsym aslo dogo alylre tu)ysd ’im (tucyrs. .
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Eisfndr tare’n olpepene onyeram dan i. Eetbtr iogng i’st ot egt nerev. Ehs gndchea lla a’nsth ta. A eaelzrid em good asw esh gthin ltef ’iev sjut ti. .
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Kdin indure su of w-bseif aaahhh iquync. Rove mksea i em xtet bekro pu abd wtih whhic ihm fele inadk. Ahte em to he desu. Ni fof pifl em lcsas. He enif but honeylst to drspente ist’ tllsi. .
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Olt a on’td listl nda ire!s!fnd klat i omerany tbu ewe’r sdyyne.
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Aotub ihntk llits i hatt. Atth i ttha ekli ylaerl i did. .
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Tmei ssel tbu ,oot ihst me. .
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Eorgln eahv ywh haaaaaahhhhahhh yuo o!ddrrs!e!i ’tis oryu beeusca obdlo ss🩸lat a hsat’t. Olctorn ew acn’t keat ’ewer fo no lost thirb adn eeicmdin. Si b…c idwer hicwh. Yuo wnko lelw. Taimeyn ygantinh ipangnln unf on otn ngido nsoo. .
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Oedgidnas ontmh ta a hoem atles you get lwel tnlui tyas uoy aujynra in iecwt. Na dolob our olas d(an hhiwc we gte i hbt dnufo loc)o iv nnrdnwnnna.
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Otogfr inyaghnt apts uo,y i hhha rof ofc em tha!t! uoatb.

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