A letter from Oct 13, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hopefully you re-read this... the breakdown you had in April of this year was extremely hard on you and I cannot express how happy I am to know that you pushed through and that you figured out how to get back up. It was a challenge and it wasn't easy to get back to your everyday routine. I appreciate you for thinking about your future and I want to see you succeed and achieve every single goal you have ever dreamt of. You are strong, beautiful, and beyond amazing. You brought so much upon you and you fought for what you wanted and you still are. By the time you get this please update me on how far you got. Don't overthink things, don't go back to that dark place you were deeply stuck in. I see the light outside of every tunnel. Cry it out but it is never good to argue it out. When you get mad, breathe and think things out before you say anything. Karen, you been through hell and back, you deserve to be happy and if anything... keep pushing not just for you but for your family and the family you will later create. Right now I have no motivation for school but I am willing to keep pushing it would be selfish of me not to do so. Find the love you have ever seeked but don't ever run towards something that it is not for you. Don't confuse love with temporary pleasures. With hooking up you been doing amazing. Everything will come in divine timing just trust it. I love you and take care! Update me by the end of this year and tell me where you are.