A letter from Aug 28, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, it's currently sunday august 28th 10:17 am i'm currently sitting down writing down on my computer...this month has been one of the hardest for us just yesterday we went to montse birthday party at her house and you invited joez and it was pretty fun until he told you he likes 2 other girls but anyway before that you got in a fight with your friends because they keep making fun of you for your language barrier and its just overall hard but besides that we're currently having problems with self love (again) and we just want to be loved. see the problem is ever since we were little we never received much love and now we try to seek that from other people which is honestly sad but we often do that. Since we moved to mexico we've been desperate, we first liked oscar and then it was axel and then it was joezz but all that is over now...anyways have we gotten a job? do we live in the US now? do we still talk to our friends from mexico/USA? do we have a boyfriend?are we looking at colleges? have we seen dad yet? hows mom? i miss dad,grecia, darla, angie, and viry so much...oh yeah how's bryan z.? have we talked to any of the people mentioned? did you ever get over the fight with Jacky? most importantly how's our mental health? any better? if not we need therapyyy oh yeah are we still the second option?? anyways i gtg im baking banana bread i hope we're okay :)

Epilogue

3 months later

Heyy Past Dalia! I'm sad to hear that we were struggling with self love again, I honestly forgot how ironic. Answering your questions, "Have we gotten a job?" Sadly, no....

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justeunicekim:

over 1 year ago

I hope you find answers, peace and so much love💜💜

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