A letter from Aug 28, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, it's currently sunday august 28th 10:17 am i'm currently sitting down writing down on my computer...this month has been one of the hardest for us just yesterday we went to montse birthday party at her house and you invited joez and it was pretty fun until he told you he likes 2 other girls but anyway before that you got in a fight with your friends because they keep making fun of you for your language barrier and its just overall hard but besides that we're currently having problems with self love (again) and we just want to be loved. see the problem is ever since we were little we never received much love and now we try to seek that from other people which is honestly sad but we often do that. Since we moved to mexico we've been desperate, we first liked oscar and then it was axel and then it was joezz but all that is over now...anyways have we gotten a job? do we live in the US now? do we still talk to our friends from mexico/USA? do we have a boyfriend?are we looking at colleges? have we seen dad yet? hows mom? i miss dad,grecia, darla, angie, and viry so much...oh yeah how's bryan z.? have we talked to any of the people mentioned? did you ever get over the fight with Jacky? most importantly how's our mental health? any better? if not we need therapyyy oh yeah are we still the second option?? anyways i gtg im baking banana bread i hope we're okay :)

Epilogue

3 months later

Heyy Past Dalia! I'm sad to hear that we were struggling with self love again, I honestly forgot how ironic. Answering your questions, "Have we gotten a job?" Sadly, no....

Ahlgthuo we we dptceeac lfeouyplh os nasatcpiilop era tge rleutyncr nagimk job. 2 orf "?own goa aryse imoxce gainyts ew ni levi ecma sy,se o"d you ni raeft su 4 mhnots hte cakb. Ya!d efw ew uytlclaa oru oesg ognna e,osm wen go with asyd onw rdenif to si we "do uthonag in cexuo"ias?m/ ebts lrdaa rhe alvir hnwe a ndsfrie aklt rienfd stlli mofr alkt eveyr oecmix is ot hse oryu gelnis dna uor. Form atht nhta enev we ehrto 'otnd oejz llraye oenany aklt e,ximoc ton else to. Ew a tey?" cceadpet lhicododh hwit ot ahev" vahe tirgh vingli we fo nirde"o?ybf we to chsru eegl?los"c mhi ew a"er no lngoiko sene our agtlikn ubt tog od" dda :) , are as ew ew rrtcuelny ta ysse, ynih wey!na own are ,ysse. To ardal ngiog oag, seh ew go rhe ees jtus ni ealdlc oodg umeitns is hosw" lelary "mmo? si efw a a luoecp reh of dysa. Ryanb "sohw' z. ,kdi no we takedl "? eh cesin helotyns mih meodv rvee e'vnath to. Oynl ew fo fmyail e"enoditmn? mrebesm opeepl latkde nay it tats'h dna oru h"vae hte ot. Comexi neisrfd sye, we ceembo itwh aia,gn y"akc?j tub yusg oyu her evor oyu eht to reve nseic uyo igfht dtdni' idd" nvhe'at tge ktleda tfel. Ltahh?e tt?erb"e ehter's rou ltenma 'whos but ydas noarud ahwt eavh ew wchhi ew dgoo bda mt"so dasy lepeop si toiyarmpnlt u,s dnewta nya and. Kayo 'ill anaanb dre,ba elt your "?in?topo :)))) oyu "ho the p ew haye tllsi dnecos go nto rea kmae yaeullsbot. Do!!!go strun s uto yalelr it.

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justeunicekim:

over 2 years ago

I hope you find answers, peace and so much love💜💜

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