A letter from Aug 27, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hi, how are you? Are you tired, happy, nervous, or excited? I guess I would be feeling all of these things starting a new Tri. I guess one thing to look forward too is seeing who's going to be in your new classes. Hopefully I will have some classes with people I want too. Right!!!??? I honestly don't even know who I want to be in my classes anymore. I feel like I am doing too much stalking, I am?? During this first week of school that had just passed by I have been just keeping my head down and trying to get to my classes. I am surprised by the new things that I have found coming back to school, like Margot not wearing a mask, and the boy with colorful hair not being dead (for the last 2 weeks of last year he didn't show up for PE). Going back to Margot I wonder if we have talked to her or played a game with her by now. Will I wish you well for this coming Tri. Wait, I wonder if going to Africa if we were going to make it, if we were actually going. If we are, then I won't be in the Tri for long. Only time will tell. I secretly hope that we don't make it, but if we do, it's what it is, and I think it would be a good vacation break. As I was saying I wish you well for this coming Tri. If you don't like your new classes or classmates, just shrug it off. Keep your head down, study hard, especially in French class, and you'll do great! Take care and make me proud!!!!!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hi,

I am okay, right now. I am tired right now, nothing physical because I haven't been doing anything too physical all day long, but I guess mental and emotionally,...

Toughh tinhk did i ti slmyef ot i.
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Nad ot a,go shit treelt it !ac!kb rasye 2 ot eilam i i bkca yrelp tsju hte i okwn am eadyr own read bbplyora i am verne fo erylla rhee tog tub dan t,i nad dipelre.
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That a t01h ma olt sha in dcnegah own aerg,d i. Am nwo liek etarksl xepmela, a i rof lgenro on. Ethn all cbak of toar,mg rfo og fo hda i elt vhae the utsl ehr olst kadin dan. Ot shi,t tssi louwd in onkw acssl hritg osla esh exnt oyu uyo tihs by aey,h tbu hcokdes vrcieee em iame,l i ewnh eb. Oot a ecdirttaen eitms fo ew ahve pucoel. Ielk newh inoemnt elwl esa,mg ahd ro yapl uoy we if we aveh tkal. We artrpne meag lgenish dna etg hwti hs,colo rdac a rtperasn day keil sslca, ,aisebcrkeer we dan eht no alpy hda in a ot ot uyo were ifstr play fo. Card ldto ehs asw i dogo lpay ta hakstn dsia nad iedlsm rhe eth nad hes. Do eh,r xittm,ceeen eht guhtoh tols we eratcint lal ielk ilslt tno uyro peytmoelcl dah i 'tsi i vwerneeh efle ltsu i for. Ndfire utb lslit eb i reh nwat ot. As 'tnod ot leef tfrae and as as her i uesd ddi i as orf uhcm i reh dba olko 'dont i. .
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Mmu. . . Agzanim of oiggn of loy'lu fraica toms slaet intpo si the pceesrexien oyu igrwint ggoin ot oen eb to htsi eerv me ot lwil ta heav, sith ta. Ignamaz us iaacfr saw gongi rof to. Amny ouy yuo your fiaa,rc thta os fmylai nowk in ahve uyo peploe ilwl ntha to nwo eorm uyo olev onggi ohws atth. Seray 2 ecins raaicf levo our yad esu eht amtols to eneb cahe i alymif eht oging ilslt ist' itpr ot gsevi su runidg outghh.
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Prlayobb tgiiwrn egdar nweh now hvea dna grhit nowk 8th i htis oyru oodg in sadreg to rouy e,m. 0t1h gerad ni ma niodg but so ton now i hrgit oht. Fchnre b ni ym tujs rmtygeoe tri ni smuin deend a a i adn ifrst hitw c. Ot ourdp oyu ot hsup 'lil keam flmeys krwo arredh.
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,tngih olosen form 'atcn ltas bermreme humc utb up da,gre 8ht i neo. Ro is or to ot pecal olochs hys eb atc tno temi reftnfdei oosmene eth didlme. Do, ton i dreasc agnlsioit ayw good uryo nca ubt rfo tsi' uyrlfsoe oyu o'dnt wnok is to the and foseluyr nwko atwh petrcto ouy dan lnoy. Oodg llatnyem alhcslipyy adn otn i'ts uyo orf. Rhut morf ebst kame eht e,m isdnrfe esiornv ufylorse n'otw gnieb hsflsei mteh, fuesyolr, n'ist sidrf,ne of geibn ,dsefirn elarees that be igp,r nad ikamng uyflseor kmea uoy utrst. Ycr nkow i ecarsd dna youer' ot drtei nad ntaw. Derhoaef isks i lelt hdol wshi odcul het uyo ahtlgir oyu on be ni wlil and uoy i danh nvrhieegyt my. .
Aehv oyu oruy llte love, owdn 'dont peke yroamen ot ot awht i ehda oyu.
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Od e,tsb tbse hatt 'lil eht nac eamk adn i opdur to ayphp 'lli my od uoy.

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