A letter from Aug 14, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Dear Future Me, Im writing this as a birthday gift for u even tho I know u hate ur birthday Mostly im hoping that I actually receive this and freak out when so. Anywayss im gonna be super un-original and follow the recommended quotes sooo.... I imagine that by the time you read this note: U will be sitting in bed like iam rn and extremely confused as to wtf this is I know that: U will be in a better place and finally with people u like for the sake of ur mental health🥳 I hope that: Ur in college and havent failed a school year 💀that would suck Also that uve changed not only phisically but also mentally. As I write this, I'm: Laying on the couch of ur old house (still kind of ur house but uk) probably making u remember the time were u would tell ur mom u were going to a friends house just to come here and be alone🥐 Sometimes I worry that: Ure still the same as Iam rn. I wish you could tell me: How Iam doing? WHAT AM I DOING? also did I actually start going to the gym? am i still there? if so do i finally feel better abt myself? am i dating anyone? did i make new friends? did i finally stand up or stopped talking to my current friends? did they change or did they leave me? TALKING ABT FRIENDS HOW WAS THE DZRT CONCERT? Writing this letter makes me: CRINGE SO HARD OMG but like honeslay i feel like we both need this let this be a reminder that life doesnt have to suck that much go do things u like idiot! have fun audition for that stupid *** show if they make a new season:) gl honey

Epilogue

11 months later

Dear Me of the past, you had some painfully cringe writting. What were all those emojis for girl? To answer your questions I do feel like Im in a much...

Pealc and rtebet gus(inrispr hlcypylsai gr)ti?h aellymnt. Ntishg to so uchm mi laeb no onw my won od. Noec idd evi moer amncei you ownk by the lcayltua nhat to neog yeml?sf. Negdiaim im tterbe isth lclg,eoe tno uoy a i ryea ospeusp elefs rof neev o,mts tarle wno em eitnnegr than htohug shatt what mhcu. Ni ma as i saxnuio ellw otn a,wy im abd ton lyrale a uoy tno konw? tbu. We in enw a csroeu ewke ssatr idnoej het. In as ?htaw eht sesug lssac be asem si k ouy nagno. Iscne to lecloeg ireaenkddnrg. Wwo. Yuo reya rof og hte gmy, ot o)wn: eneb od rtehe a arudon. Utgho ourlesyf be tmie ierlaedz rghohut ihelw to was tsuj acbk ubt tnew ihertaelh a uhcm it ertvsa nhat tlilte oyu ouy a. Efel etretb ouy dna. Ouabt veytireghn. Meyab tis ont a,tcf gtanid ni tbse uyo elwl neoyna ,aer for eht tub. So actn ouy thta wyh itlls voel hucm ednlear fyllu tanc uoyev' yuo to eplepo tdruandnse with tub leiv. Uyo btrete won as si dna eht,y riveythegn ddi rfo yruo isfnr,ed so gecadhn uhmc. Gte you that at lstli otn ubt ehmt lwle dma mssemteoi eilk. Poeepl lal rnlageni of are viglni uey'or oyu dan dba btu ont. Lgir nowk fi the uoyr yonl mdni cecnort ho uoy y'udo tbuoa elos. Ogod aws so ti. Lsao but ont meda hwat tsuj rsgiljtsu coe?akcbm uoy andbs eenv nkow a that dna t4seta. Eyp. To vlei mdrea uoy egt ilfaynl hatt dholiohcd. Onwk? ttha fro si uot ka)fe i oyu ldga , trgih endrtu atouidnsi idntd tnikh me lefe fo aprt i ddi be oaubt dnaiontiigu to show, (hte nddit ti. Hnatk ,ouy yevitnrgeh ofr.

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