A letter from Aug 08, 2022

dear future trish, can't imagine you're 19, and probably still thriving. 'di ka ba nagulat? o naalala mo pa 'tong future me letter na ka-eme-eme mo lang? anywho, nababasa mo naman na so. firstly, gusto ko kamustahin college life mo, alam mo na ba kukunin mo, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, sure na sure ka na ba? feeling ko ang overwhelming ng experience, especially na may CET na (ata? i made this nung aug 2022 so i'm not sure wala pa annoucement) sa dlsu ka pa ba? right now kasi, i'm split between leaving dlsu for medtech, or staying for medbio, and of course i still don't have the courage na sabihan sila sa mga plans ko for college. are they ok with it ba, pero i doubt they'll ever oppose to something na would make you uncomfortable, pre i hope you're ok with college pls don't shift. the bacolod & naga trips nung '22 was an eye-opener for us career-wise no? i hope it did something. how are you in terms with friends? gumagala ka na ba compared dati? or may mga barkada ka ba bang solid? (yung mga jorenz-leslie-type of friends) i hope na you do trish, alam naman natin na we'd love to have vacation trips with friends, or friends na mapapakilala mo sa parents mo who'd later be their second children eme. mga kagaya nina fr. philip with our fam. sana na try mo ding mag outing with friends without regret hehe. THIRDLY! my most awaited question, do you have a jowa? if you do, is it like fling-fling or the legit-meet-the-parents stage na? i hope na legal kayo and ok kina mommy & daddy! is he okay? i hope you still know na the love for self is still top priority!!!!! pls remember, before u get to be all baliw-baliw for your jowa na 1. si God, 2. family, 3. education., 4. friends., 5. jowa. no??? trisha, i know you have a tendency to like people just because they liked you, i hope you stopped that mentality by that time, and try to be not-marupok. i hope the guy you're dating feels warm, and is financially stable, has great looks, even greater personality and is exactly your type. and if wala, its ok beh happy crushes naman are enough AHAHAHA i'm writing this ng gabi, so i'm getting pretty tired. i generally wish you're in a great place, mentally, career-ically, physically. speaking the word physical, are you still keeping up with exercise? i hope you exercise for health not for just weight, especially with your genes. rn, i want to run at least twice a week, pero syempre tinatamaan ng katamaran, so i hope you run na HAHA. anywho, keep doing what you're doing, if you're in a bad place, i know naman you can figure it out in some way or another. i wish you're less soft-hearted, and you know what you want. trisha, what you want matters so, its ok to way what your preferences are! keep that confidence in yourself na i know you have all along, kayang kaya mo yan lodi. i hope you're eveything i ever dreamed of! i'm proud of you, trisha 2023!