A letter from Aug 07, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey Paula it’s me from the past! The date is currently 2022 August 7. I am 12 years old right now. Are you still friends with Isla, Sunny, Amelia, and Sophia? How are things going with Katherine and Sam? Are you okay mentally? Im struggling right now with sunny, Isla, and Delaney. I don’t think they like me anymore. I just feel kind of alone. atleast I have family, Sophia and Amelia though. 😃 I remember when me and Isla would talk everyday and she would always start the convo. I used to ignore her sometimes and get really annoyed. Now it’s the opposite.She never talks to me and I always talk first. We do talk sometimes but that’s only when we tag eachother on tik tok. Our conversations only limit to “hey” “hi” “how are you” “good” “that’s good” “hbu” “im good” “that’s good” “yeah”. Now im the one who wishes she would text me. I used to think she had a huge crush on me and I was weirded out by it. Now im the one with the huge crush on her and it turns out she never did have a crush on me. Please message Isla. Start a conversation with her for me please. 😞

Epilogue

4 months later

Well, i messaged isla today because she wished me a happy birthday....

Ni do ro ylr i me bat emsenoo ietnhogsm toe’dns ayroemn elbivee uhta , ceeuasb dsoigpes to me latk she. Ts’i opiuucisss. ’mi who haev tel hgsitn erwe eacesub dna he,r i ehr a tasrt ngoan to og whti nto tehy airosntcveno aevel. Im’ yosrr.
Hisw adn ddnee d’elocuv etbwene em lsai gihnst tbtere. .
Hiwt trage mlaaei adn nhsgit iospah aer. Htm,e utjs olas raypt lvioa ym bytrahid nddee whit.
Svloia agetr.
Aeenrhkit dan gnol ear lsatle oegn. Relat em akhtn. Sguse, or own i. Eth ihhcw is peetrsn. .
Cepeinerex old i my eevnr elif rpta antw fo gaani uoy, love ot i but sthi. Yeb.