A letter from Jul 01, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I wasn’t sure whether to send this in 1 year or 5 years. Do you still struggle to spell whether? Just looked it up yesterday and vowed to remember there are two hs. Wtf is that about. I’m imagining myself reading this and it’s funny because even though I’m trying to be frank, I know there is an audience. The me. The me that the I monitors. Ifykyk. But to the I as well, get it together. I’m sitting at terminal B at Logan, gate 24, a small fact I’d forget by the time you’re reading this. Going back to Orange County, room 405 for training. This leg of the trip I’m vowing to get my weight and diet back controlled. 288, what the hell man. That’s 60+ my lowest a year and a half ago. I can do this and it’s a big problem for me right now. I got my heart beating a million miles a minute always and my blood pressure too high. Life is short and I feel like I’m making it shorter with my life choices. I’m reading atomic habits, let’s see if that helps. I have a lot to do, but I’m ready. Just starting RC and I’m loving it, I feel like I could grow a ton with this job, I just hope it is possible.I’m not craZy, I can do this. It’s a matter of will power at this moment. You’re son is awesome and he just graduatated 5th grade. Such a wonderful kid. Love you.