A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Hpyap inerepxece an sltil btu aws a weer uloersfy na rhda ,gnedni rgoddneu you bescaeu xnecptegi nda loefphu ouy nga tlryiea sa ogt ,evulltnaye ti okya. .
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Aiyn an aosy eddecid na atam a-aosgpabnu ugny you. Na onw 'ehs apphy on inr his. Hda na ysgu eluoscr ouy. .
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Heaotrn enw rgeat ws!en ouy ahev onemoes. Sieppoto a kile ucseeab new ro si kiel an rreayp fo ugy ftig wrdsanee ehs' eamjs rfo hte tish yuo. .
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Is such a olefunrwd treanpr guil. The racpolreic ear gysu mncotocnaumii eht teh sta,p dedsi ahev ni uoy this htta incnigtcmmoau you eon --- llwe os --- e,tmi fi bengi oumcanioctmin is is. .
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'esh soal murtea yver. Em eh birgsn ihm out ni wiht ibgne i tesb hte velo seuebac. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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