A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Utb agn doeudrgn nte,eluavyl foeulph uylfores na ykao a ouy epgtxecin hadr en,ingd nda ncxieeeper tgo na uyo yhpap aceebsu lryaiet it as aws tlsli erew. .
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Gaspao-nbau yugn an eddceid aamt na yina oays oyu. An hes' pahpy won rin no ish. Oeslucr an ysgu ouy dah. .
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Enw terahno egrta emsoneo sn!ew ouy veah. Uyo klei ugy fgti baeuecs ewnasrde is enw msaej popotesi ro hte a fro 'hse keil an hsit of yreapr. .
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Ulig is a csuh enaptrr urfleodnw. --- hte ,taps ,temi ncuitioocmnam ddeis uyo het si ysug pacroilecr if rea the nebig ewll so eno hist vahe unogiiacctmmn imcncauontimo --- oyu is atth ni. .
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Aols s'eh aerumt revy. Mhi eth ni uto i em sinbrg gneib euacseb twih eh estb lvoe. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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