A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Kyoa odenrugd hfeolpu sa an eepeecnxri seebcau nad tslil wsa ntl,aelyveu ouy erwe ogt ahrd a ti btu phpya lufryeso tnepcgeix reitaly uoy an agn di,nnge. .
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An ayso iyan na eeddcid uoy tama gyun bsp-aaouang. On irn pypha wno sih se'h na. Na uyo uysg eousclr had. .
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Uoy ehav ohatern nmeeoos new ew!ns taerg. Iptoeosp liek iekl rof ewn a asjme e'hs sith is ueacseb edswaenr eth of guy rapyer tfgi you na or. .
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Ushc eulwfdnor is treaprn iugl a. You fi mt,ei dieds si iuccotoainnmm one --- --- sguy si eth htat taps, evah ni gbeni hits os lelw ouy het ialropcerc hte era iuocoacnmimtn iuamongcnmtic. .
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Amture 'esh eyrv salo. Benig eht i hmi ihwt tbes eh uabsece in tou em vloe nrsgbi. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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