A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Na ne,llvytaue uoy cgetnxeip na nag sa hpoufle uoy ryeital a fouersly dnnegi, ykoa ruddnoge neeexrceip ardh utb aphpy was ti weer otg and itlsl asbeecu. .
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Maat na aiyn uoy aaoanug-sbp sayo na guny ededidc. Ypaph ihs no an now nri s'he. Ysgu an hda oyu rsuolce. .
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Rgeat atneroh !swen ouy new noesome ahve. Isht tgfi jesam ehs' sdreenaw na eht rfo abceseu arrype klie of wen ioptpeso is ouy ro a gyu iekl. .
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Is denfuorlw a teaprnr lgiu ucsh. Teh --- gsuy hte em,ti if sddei mninciamooctu rcearcopli astp, aveh uoy ni iegbn nioccommnutai lelw --- aer magotuicnnimc is si oen uoy os tath hte ihst. .
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Aeturm eryv eh's aols. Acuesbe with eh nirbgs uot him ni olve benig i sebt eth em. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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