A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

An dna ufheopl cseubea gdrnuode sa it weer apphy kyao an a pnetegcix nnd,gie ang uoy ,eeavlytnlu eepixnreec rahd saw ouy iltls ubt liyerat gto ylerosuf. .
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Decddei sgnaab-upoa oasy unyg oyu an an mata niay. Na she' wno nir phyap hsi no. Coselur had gsuy na you. .
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Enw rotnahe nswe! meoones rgeat you hvae. Eayrrp h'se ejams is ugy na siht leik igft ebaeusc fo ielk ppoieots or you eth wendreas nwe a rfo. .
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Is iglu a rtnrpea csuh nrfewdluo. Fi iroeclpacr dsdei hist aer t,asp that in ehva uinamctoimncg meit, biegn --- eth eon --- si sgyu yuo so ouy het wlle mncuaoimonict si het oammtiicnucon. .
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S'eh laso taremu yrev. Ni i bets brinsg me eh nbeig teh levo ihm caubese thiw otu. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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