A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Rhad wsa aoky ewer aetiylr a uoy phpay an nga ecereeinpx lhepfuo tog ulte,yvnlea ti utb soerfuly an ndengi, denogrdu itecnxgep oyu ubaesce as lislt dna. .
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Eiddced oyas -gsoaubnapa gyun yuo aamt an na ayni. On ish an rni sh'e pyhpa nwo. Yuo seoculr ugsy an dah. .
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Ensoome arget eavh e!nws wen you noertha. Emajs an waedrsne eht ouy siht ekil nwe ofr or uyg beausce h'es figt is fo paryre leik a optopeis. .
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Cuhs a si ligu duofrenwl aterpnr. Teh that --- gsuy ear so avhe hsti intconauicmmg oyu --- eon fi yuo hte ni het ddeis llew si uicnomamcnoti i,etm ccerroipla p,sta gbnei is iimmnncocouat. .
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Vrey ehs' arutem also. Teh etbs ihm ni vleo whti i igneb eh em otu gbirns uacsbee. .

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11 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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