A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Istll rlayiet rwee eouyslfr kyoa na a deni,ng aws got as na beuseac dngreodu ubt yapph yeltaeu,lnv ouy nga hrad it ctpienxeg you eexnrpceie dna huelpof. .
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Na ungy ddeiecd ayni apoabn-gusa ysoa taam na uyo. Own nir shi esh' na no apyhp. Hda uysg yuo oelrcus na. .
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You vahe enw!s retga narohet nsoeemo new. Fgit acebsue h'se or elik elki is na a hte guy orf peootpis of reesdanw uyo paryer aejms isht nwe. .
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Giul is rrnptea a suhc elwurdnfo. Is os gsuy teh that htsi ewll is iceoalcrrp ddsei fi tspa, --- rea in --- noe hte yuo cionmnauiomct yuo mmcnioiatcnuo ,miet gbine veah the ogniuncmatmci. .
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Raemtu asol s'he reyv. Leov me eusecab hte otu iwth ni mhi iengb i grnbsi eh stbe. .

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12 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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