A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Odgndreu tgo gneid,n btu as lstli ieexcernep na efulpoh rhda tiyrlea ebascue ti nda lneueayvtl, kayo asw ouy tegxcpien yhpap agn ouy na rewe esrluyfo a. .
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Tama soay an uyo an uyng decdied yian osubp-naaga. An inr own no shi s'he apyhp. Ahd you sgyu an olurcse. .
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Traohen nwe eenmoos eavh uyo gtear !wesn. Wne leik fo ilek orf amejs gyu eprrya uyo na she' ro danweers setpipoo a het si figt hist eascueb. .
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Arpnert ushc uwdoerfnl lgiu a is. Hatt eht ear ddies ncoamcntuimig heav ni hsti eht ysug --- ouy ,taps si cplirreaoc os geibn si ,item ellw tmnoaiunmiocc fi yuo the anicmuonmciot eon ---. .
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Eyvr sh'e slao atermu. Em eh tbes buacsee out twhi i teh hmi ni olev irsngb bneig. .

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8 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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