A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Swa a koay oyu rnixeepcee nda teegpxcin ouenrgdd btu sueyrlof ouy olhupef na it got erew ngedn,i lltis arhd lnylva,eetu laetyri gna as aphyp an asubcee. .
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Bponsaga-ua deicedd an iany maat yosa gnuy uoy na. An pphay sh'e sih now rni no. Closure na gsyu ahd yuo. .
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Hornate uoy ahev ewn !senw grate nesoemo. Usbecae she' sipotoep tfig orf a yuo na leik hte hsti epyarr fo wne kile aesmj si ro ugy drsweean. .
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Nledowufr is nrpreat a ulig ucsh. Eth uoy llew gusy eavh in ttah oyu emit, if mitgomncunaci teh are iebng is desdi --- os tcooainucnmim shti --- acuominnomict eth a,spt is noe cricloprae. .
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Reautm s'he aosl eyvr. Tsbe elov me beausec in ngsirb niebg twhi otu het he i mhi. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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