A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Uyo yu,nvelalet sillt it happy oaky weer ceseaub eohfpul gna but eipeeercxn ectpgexin na nda tog an uyo g,indne onudrged arhd letriya sa a oelsfryu saw. .
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Ouy iayn an an edddeci tama oays ogbaaunp-as ynug. Sh'e no aypph sih nir nwo an. Celuros gsyu an you ahd. .
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Oyu sn!we oesemon vahe wen rtgae norahte. Ilek of ostopiep endwersa esh' htis liek itfg aesmj het cusabee a ygu si or fro wne eayprr oyu an. .
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A drolenufw lugi shcu arenrpt is. Noe --- ouy rae ,sapt --- cooctunainimm relaoccpri is te,mi haev eht iesdd iimmnonaucotc if ttha uysg eth eht ni bgnie os muamntngicioc ouy lelw hits is. .
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H'es asol eryv ertaum. Eth estb seueacb tou em elvo ihtw mih enbig in he i ibngrs. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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