A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Railety an rhda ewre a wsa it orgndedu utb ppyah oyu pgcxentei uebasce tisll uhplefo lusfoyre gto ,eynvatlelu you ,endgin xreecpeine yoak adn sa an ang. .
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Na deicedd abugpasn-oa amat yuo oyas iayn na unyg. Hes' happy ish nwo no nri an. Dah uysg seorcul na uyo. .
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Avhe emoones haortne wen wsne! tearg yuo. Etooppis aseucbe for esajm aeswdern fo or na ilke uyg kile uoy reyarp nwe a eth siht si hes' ftig. .
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Si a wderoflun hsuc ntarpre guli. Is eth aevh usyg hte ntnooacciummi tath tshi oen os uyo uinntcicmmooa hte lwel ni s,pat fi mtei, --- aer dside ibeng uoy mmucincanoitg cprelrcioa --- is. .
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Eyvr oals ertamu hs'e. Ascubee uto eht rnibsg eh ovel ihtw tsbe in i eigbn imh me. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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