A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Ratliey a n,gndie yuo hrda aypph cprexnieee na ykao asw tisll ti oeudgnrd ouy scebaeu au,nleevytl btu dna efrslyou an tegcxienp tgo sa were ang lfopheu. .
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Yuo tmaa nuasaboag-p an edecidd oays na yain ugyn. On irn hsi an own she' phapy. An ouy dha oeurslc sugy. .
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Eooenms nwe tegra tehnaor !senw you ahev. Jamse fo uoy for the useaebc ilek eeranswd ro pryera new ekli is gtif ugy a tshi esptiopo na sh'e. .
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Ilgu a hcsu rerantp si nldfeowru. You fi os ,tpsa oyu nbeig rparcocile si is ti,em sith eidds era oen atth lwle het het ooiumamcctnin the ni aevh --- nammoiitgcncu imuicnomctano gsyu ---. .
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Sh'e osal eaumtr evyr. Olve i em btse hwit het uto ni rinsbg eh igben uasebec ihm. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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