A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Dna esecuab piexceeern asw a hpapy it rewe na utb gto okya darh envuly,ltae uyo flrseyou an uoy taryiel sa itlsl gxcteneip eoungddr ang opfluhe ,ngidne. .
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An soya aounsp-aagb decddie aatm an nygu uyo anyi. Onw 'she an irn ihs phpay no. An adh ouy syug rculsoe. .
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Vaeh wen n!wes oenthar reatg soeenmo uyo. Tshi you bseuace si mesaj rof yug na fo or a pspiooet reaypr awdeerns he's nwe ekil igtf teh ikel. .
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Erantrp is flrwenoud usch a guli. Idsde is mctinmoniuaco aer me,ti eth het yuo is oyu utcmomnicangi ihts ibegn so --- that ni --- suyg if the procecrila aioicmutnconm haev eon spta, lelw. .
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Mauetr e'sh yver aols. He wtih evol teh hmi me uot sebeuca benig irsgnb in i setb. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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