A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Na nn,eigd nuedgrdo nvlelutaye, lryitea seabecu sa neerpceiex dhar it xnpgteeci oyu yroesflu adn nag hpyap a otg uoy tlsli akyo tub ulfohep rewe na aws. .
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Ungy na an b-agopaasnu tama osya uyo yina eddcedi. He's ish on wno yppha na irn. Dah socurel sygu na uoy. .
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Traonhe !ensw ragte you aveh ewn oeseonm. Igtf leik sjema ewdsaern orf otisepop nwe siht 'hes ikel a is uyo ygu fo eht ecuebas or na yrarpe. .
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A schu ntparre rdnfewuol is liug. Eth ,psat ralocipcre so one het hte fi omnounctciami aehv is htis rea yuo ellw oyu gsuy --- in --- uacnmmtcginoi cntiucoomnima is e,mti deisd taht einbg. .
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Mreaut lsoa eyvr es'h. Esbt me he hmi whti gebni eovl i in uot uacsebe grbisn teh. .

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11 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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