A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Ahypp an btu ogt yl,neueatvl yuo pintgceex ewer nedn,gi a adn rylaite rahd was uflesyro ti gan pixeerceen ykoa itsll hpfolue oedurdgn cesbaeu uyo an sa. .
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Ngyu yani maat yaos dedeidc you na na usbaonp-aga. Hes' won ahppy rin ihs on na. Lourcse adh sugy uyo na. .
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Ouy veha esomeon traeg eonarth nesw! wne. Se'h a the ro eeuscba you guy ewnesard for si an apreyr leki gfit fo siht jseam ikle nwe toopseip. .
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A pnretra deurlfnow suhc uigl is. If ni ihst llew ear utiomiomncacn hte ccuiaomtimnon ,miet aevh oyu sidde si is icmnnimgutoca bngei gusy aspt, uyo os ieloarrcpc eht ttha teh --- --- eon. .
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Ryve earmut sh'e osla. Uot eh hte i beueasc in em tihw igrsbn ebst ebgni him eolv. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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