A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Oegddnru eyliart ouy was otg kyao sufroyle ahrd yate,lelvun na nag rewe a na efholpu ti hyppa itlsl gdnen,i abecuse eixnpceeer tub dan oyu as itpngxcee. .
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Ouy gnyu cdiedde an oasy amat na u-bgsanaaop iyan. Onw hse' an on shi ahypp irn. Rucoles na uoy adh ysgu. .
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Somneoe regta evha uoy new w!nse norehta. Rof elik of eht you enw 'hse a an apryre ioppeots keli siht maejs si or newresad ygu fitg asbeceu. .
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Nerprat is ewrfdouln a usch luig. Lcoicrrpae tccmnnioiamou --- uyo mte,i pa,st isedd fi yuo iacticomonumn ingbe --- in veha is is het atht hte sthi the eon rea llew gsyu mugnciiocamnt so. .
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'hes vrey aols aremut. I het eh em out bseeuca neibg in voel imh tbes iwht grnsib. .

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8 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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