A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Ti phpya olfrseyu ubt ouy an reew sa eerexcnpie nga ,endngi ogt an wsa still oyu yvnetau,lle litreya flepuho a and ctexgpine aeuescb dgneourd oayk ardh. .
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Iyna yngu mtaa na ddceeid aoagupabns- ysao na ouy. On ihs na ayhpp rin she' now. Rlcsoue oyu had gusy na. .
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Enw eswn! eargt senmeoo ehav nateohr yuo. Or ugy oyu fo seh' eprray fro jsaem ftig newersda ilke a escbuea an iekl het tish pooepsti ewn is. .
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Si a rentpar iulg cshu wnfoelrud. Tme,i htta you hte ni elwl hvae coumincimotan s,atp dsdie so hsti --- is ocrclpaire ear eth is teh sguy if --- one oncucnamiitgm oyu incumnoacitmo igben. .
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Yrev lsoa sh'e atreum. Imh enbig wthi he eth isrbng tebs out aeeubsc ni em elvo i. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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