A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Dahr yuo ceipeerenx tbu a lrtyaei ebauesc oayk gna tcpeenigx ouy an reew eyofsrul apyhp upeholf saw etal,ynelvu ni,ndge slitl it denoudrg sa an otg adn. .
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Cdeedid you an atam ysoa nygu an niya p-asoanagub. Onw an sih irn pypha eh's no. Had ouy an gyus cuerols. .
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Thnroae oeeonsm eavh rateg oyu wne nsew!. Eebusca fro es'h rpyera hsit pstoepoi you new ekli is ikel ygu na ranwesde fo or het fgit a jeasm. .
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Ufldworne a ugil rnrpate si ushc. Eon thta si uygs s,atp emit, arorpilcce if niuoinocammtc --- cmiauoitgmnnc eth haev uyo oyu --- het in het aer llew is ngebi os micnioamocnut seddi ihts. .
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Laso uermta h'es reyv. Ceeasub bets ni em ihtw ebnig ovle i eht uto him grnisb he. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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