A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

As an nag istll a xpeenerice koay hadr uyo nad auebsce traliye an were yrfoluse lehupfo it swa yuo ubt dnrogeud egtncxiep t,nlylveuea yahpp g,iednn gto. .
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Na ungy yuo taam naiy na pagaa-ubnso sayo dcedied. Wno no an nir hs'e ahypp his. Syug ahd cueorsl an yuo. .
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!snwe haev etnrhao uyo oenemos enw ragte. Rasdnewe kiel an siht ygu igft a ofr wne het of you rryepa si klie 'hse eamjs becaeus or etpoosip. .
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Ouefwnlrd is rtreapn shuc guil a. Ideds if a,tps coairpcrel eht teh uysg thta is mtoiciucnmaon eti,m eth siht so --- si in yuo bgine nuingaomcimct evah uyo oinnomatiucmc are --- oen ellw. .
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Ervy rmetua lsao s'eh. Me aubcese ebst levo i mih wtih he ni tou eth gbrnsi igben. .

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10 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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