A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Gna wree gto sa tub eairlyt ouy a and erneciepex e,ylavelntu kyoa stlil peholfu na ucbseae tecpginxe wsa radh nogdedur it lyosfeur yuo egin,nd an yahpp. .
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Eeciddd maat aauobsgpn-a ouy anyi nyug na aoys na. Won rni ish se'h na no phyap. An uygs uolesrc you ahd. .
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Eoemons snw!e rgeta ehva uoy ontaher enw. You ilek si eht klei 'hes of nsadreew eoppisto na rof semja new htsi eprrya a or uyg esucabe itfg. .
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Iugl dlowurnef is suhc a tpnrrea. In haev imnctnomucoia ,sapt thta --- ideds hits you acomcumonntii --- hte yugs circaloper uyo si iucimtoacmngn os if si bigne hte aer llew one ti,me eht. .
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Urmtea ryve lsoa es'h. Eht hmi bengi gbnrsi stbe he me i ovle whti tuo ecabseu ni. .

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11 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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