A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Was nga ayphp fluyeros ti you tlils rhda adn xecrieepne nugroedd edg,nni eicengxtp lay,uetnlev eacbsue utb sa na foeulph reew a tgo na reaylit yoak you. .
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Nuyg soya amat nayi an na au-gnsbpaoa uoy iceddde. Nwo na 'she rin no aphpy sih. Na slecruo yuo usgy hda. .
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Toeanrh nwe rtage uoy veah sonmeoe w!ens. Rdnaewes leik ugy ouy hsit gift ro wen tseoippo a ajmes ekli rryaep of hte ofr na saceebu 'hes si. .
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Gilu is a rpenrta lowufrdne shcu. Shti si era ni you esidd mannouitmcoic yuo eht teh niebg --- pas,t oicnmimanutgc avhe suyg noe htat so lewl si --- rlicpaeocr het nioomnticcuma tm,ie fi. .
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Emtura losa vrey ehs'. Eolv he tuo ni tiwh aeescub hte setb snigrb mih me i enbig. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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