A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Tub a ahppy pfolhue ouy dgnrdueo eteunaly,vl an tyialer adrh it adn rewe tgo wsa uyferlso exngcpite an uyo yoka cseueba agn gi,ednn eexnierpec sa slitl. .
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Uoy onagspbua-a mata an oysa nyai an decdedi guny. Own e'sh on na irn yppah sih. Uoy gysu ahd oeruscl na. .
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Eooesnm you en!ws nrtahoe garte aevh ewn. Orf sotieppo an acuseeb anweserd is kile fo the gfit ewn jmsae a she' ro ryprea thsi ikle guy uoy. .
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Ligu uofnrwlde rntrepa shuc a is. Heva in teh --- rae ouy tsih uyo imnmonucaciot ecliaroprc lwel eth --- taht idsde gcnuoatcimimn noe si pat,s ysug gnebi i,mte si os ommnccotuniia eht fi. .
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Evyr laso taemru he's. Em ihm nigbsr inbeg eeacsub otu lvoe i ithw bset the in eh. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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