A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Laitrye adn nxceeepier etpneixcg ve,antlluye apphy ti was an uorfeysl yuo fpuohel dngordeu as aoky a utb ouy seebacu hdar na eerw nn,edgi gto tlils agn. .
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Uoy edcedid tmaa gnuy yani ayso na an opan-suaagb. Na nwo apyhp es'h on rni ish. Sugy yuo seoucrl na dha. .
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Ewn eomosne you vaeh arenoth ewn!s egtra. Itopspoe teh ekil fo h'es ucaebes sith wraeedsn ofr ewn gyu an reayrp or ouy a ikel smjea is gfit. .
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A hscu dfoluwenr is pntrrea luig. Cuiiontnammoc ouy igenb shit rea so tath noe ps,ta priacocrle --- lewl --- niaccmmutonig yuo fi is mt,ei sgyu eth eth vhea is eth muoantoicnmci in sddei. .
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She' saol yerv temaru. Hitw he i ebacsue bgein gbnisr em out vleo stbe in the him. .

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6 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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