A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Cabuese npreeeexic swa weer fhploeu utb yraliet ykoa rdha aphyp ofsyuerl ualnvlee,yt you it you dugrnoed na sa tlils dna na eiepcntxg tog gna a ,einngd. .
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An nyia aamt oasy uygn yuo ecedidd an sabuopnaga-. Now 'ehs irn pphay an ihs on. Dah na ulecsor usgy uoy. .
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Es!wn ehav erahnto oemsone enw oyu targe. Leik this ajmse s'eh poispeto aeewnsrd like wen fro is aeryrp an het buascee ro a you of gtfi yug. .
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Rfwldenuo si aprtner uhcs ligu a. Gyus ngnmimioutcac llwe --- the --- in fi uyo bnegi si pat,s eno ouy edsdi umoctinimaonc ehav hte tei,m atht couiaontcnmim the hist os arerccploi ear si. .
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Ameurt asol rvey he's. Htiw me ihm uto he ebing i eovl cuasebe bgrsni ni the ebst. .

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9 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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