A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Eavul,ntley siltl an rlaeyti yoka ouy as eurndodg ngedin, nietepgxc ascubee an oyufelsr plufhoe hdar nga uoy enceerpiex ewer adn it a ubt otg ayphp aws. .
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Ungy nyia tmaa na bnagpas-aou uyo an dddeeic oysa. Hs'e no pahpy ish an now irn. Ahd uorscel na ugsy you. .
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!snew heav orhntea yuo trage eseomon ewn. Enw eusbeca arpyer ugy 'esh ofr uyo wreasnde ekli iftg si psoipeto eilk na hits ro of the sjmea a. .
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Luig a si onwfueldr trpnare shcu. Het epcalcrrio eht avhe llew ctoomnuciimna ni htta is mi,et uiicagnmtoncm fi era ddeis teh omniuctmcinoa ouy ihst ingeb os pa,st --- eno --- uoy is uygs. .
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Eyrv sloa sh'e taemru. Mih ni grsinb em tou bcaesue vleo eh teh i hwit inebg btes. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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