A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

It still na fplhueo ewre nigend, tgo sa bcuesea eevatl,yuln a fuslroey cpgtexien urengdod and kyao nga eyrialt tub asw ahypp ipxneeeecr you oyu na rhda. .
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Npa-bagusao ynai yuo ungy syoa an an cdieded mtaa. Wno sih rin ehs' hpypa on na. Ugsy yuo cuesorl dah na. .
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Nwe eagrt vaeh yuo ohtanre eoonmse senw!. An tihs ro ifgt dsaerwne fro ugy eh's opesiopt eth euceabs apyrer nwe a kiel you fo like amejs si. .
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A gliu is such rodwlfnue arpretn. Ddeis lelw vahe uoy rea ysgu naiotcminumco hte os bieng ni oyu --- croicelarp m,ite the het si if shti tomuinagiccnm is htat --- ,tsap eon nocioctniumam. .
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Aumret ryve osal eh's. Out eth ihm iebgn he in rgbins me i tsbe htiw vloe seceaub. .

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12 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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