A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Yuo aeritly aws teixnpegc uelsryof ti ubt odnrgedu na ouy agn rwee tlsli beecasu pxeenierec tgo etlyenva,lu an a ,neignd phleofu okya drah sa pyaph adn. .
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Dddceei na na oaaaunspg-b atma syoa aniy unyg uoy. E'sh on nwo nir aypph ish na. Erolscu ygus an oyu hda. .
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!senw eseonom heav uyo tgrae eaohnrt ewn. Is ewn rsendwae eth jmase yaerpr uyo seh' ro klei iotspepo orf ugy a easuebc an ilke tish fo gtif. .
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Ucsh fwroldneu a is ugli aerpnrt. Si wlle htta imoauinctomnc gibne aevh so is ecrarlopci --- in s,pta cnoagunimmitc teh uoy --- aer isht teh emi,t guys oen eth yuo ucotniacnoimm ddesi fi. .
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Ruetma 'hse aols very. Cbeuase gibnsr ihm itwh tuo eh me ngbei vole ni ebst eth i. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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