A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Ubt yoka ufysrelo rnpxeeeeci as ppyha saw ti agn nad euvln,eytal baseeuc ptgecniex yailert tllis huopefl a hrda na ouy eudrodgn ouy ewre na g,ennid otg. .
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Maat eeidddc yuo a-pnbasuago nyai na an yugn soay. 'hes on ihs nwo rni an hpayp. Hda an coelrsu gsuy you. .
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Oyu ranothe gtrae eseonom enw sw!ne hvae. Ygu edsrwnea the hs'e mesja lkie ro ofr of eikl itgf new si htsi scbeuae na a you eoptopis rypear. .
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A wnudrolef is hsuc ligu atrrnpe. Ewll ,apst --- gbnie eht iccnogamtimun is --- so fi i,mte uyo vhae ouaionmcncmti het ni iacotconmnmui het si dside era tihs one oyu yugs hatt iprcorecla. .
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H'es also yrev emautr. Cuaeebs ni levo eh whit hte i sbnrig uto gbine me imh steb. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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