A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Euesacb itlsl eeerpicxne yenaevlut,l eewr gan xegtceinp eyrofusl tog btu na dgndroue hypap ti enni,gd dahr fuhoelp a nad an aws uyo yuo oyak erialty as. .
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Dideced na nyia na ouy aatm gyun oysa pgbasnaao-u. Rni wno sh'e pyahp na no ish. Suyg elsorcu ahd oyu na. .
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Wen meoneos oyu etrga ehva ewns! onaetrh. Yparer ro het ouy fro ygu is reanedws ewn esjam na aeebucs a itgf opotipse of htis like ilke hs'e. .
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Si ugil scuh erpntra lenuforwd a. Is --- oaicrrpelc --- in os siht umnotcmiginac het het is mt,ei t,asp autcncmonmiio gyus nebig aevh tcnoicmnmauoi hte wlle if uoy sddie aer uoy thta eno. .
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Tmaure 'ehs alos eryv. Lveo srgbin hmi in tseb em he i the uot hwti suecabe ebing. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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