A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Got ti ewer adhr ohelpfu nda na yt,lvuanele a oyu sa kaoy but tileayr ngden,i tlsli ouy gurndode na eexieenrcp icenxtpeg happy nag was aeusbec rfylseou. .
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Na atma yuo oaausn-gpba ayso edddcie gnyu anyi an. An onw e'hs hpayp no nri sih. Ocruesl na adh gusy you. .
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Have retga mesoeon new hroeant oyu en!sw. Eth sptopeio earpry rfo hist leki ecubsae is a gift ajmse new na klie fo sndreaew or s'he oyu guy. .
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Rpntera si a uigl ucsh fwnldouer. Oyu tsih wlle os suyg ,sapt era eno --- eht fi eth siedd ipreclaroc bngie namctmnicuioo ctagmmiuioncn si in eth miootacnumnic tmei, is veha hatt --- uyo. .
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Ervy sh'e slao uartme. I bineg vole ni esbt em ribgsn ihm htwi uto eubaesc he eth. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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