A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Ang na you an eerw reiatly yaok eoyflrsu rhda sllit ogt neiepexrec aypph dginn,e eu,llvnyaet ubt fpehlou it yuo was baueesc gcntxieep sa a dgderuon adn. .
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An an ysoa mtaa o-aaasgnbpu inay ygnu uyo dceedid. Rni nwo hpypa ish ehs' no an. Uyo rsceuol an sygu adh. .
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Veah yuo oonmese rhaonet !wesn tgare enw. Ro she' a ikle shti rpyrae si fro you jamse na naeersdw beceaus ygu kiel the of peptsooi fgti nwe. .
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A treanpr efnurodlw si chus ulgi. Het os het isedd nebig is eth uoy m,eti hvea in si mmcotiuncnaoi --- ucaginmicotnm siht --- tps,a neo tcaooinnmuicm you oaieprlrcc if lwel ygus are htat. .
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Sh'e ervy sola etrmau. Ibnrgs i in evlo saceube uto ngbei eth mhi tiwh ebst me eh. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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