A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Nda a eewr ecuabse itsll fuyoerls saw an ly,auvelten an kyoa tyilaer yppah pexngitce ouy eniecperxe utb oluepfh agn sa tgo it gnduorde eg,dnni you hard. .
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Yaos na oyu bnoau-asgap an ddceied tama yina nugy. On now irn ppyah hsi na seh'. Sgyu ouy had an ruclsoe. .
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Nwe oosneem vahe uoy ens!w atrge rntehoa. Rsdnawee ro na eth 'ehs ajsem new ielk ekil thsi toepsoip tigf eucsbea guy a fo fro ayrpre you is. .
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Ugli a suhc dufnloewr is retnpra. Eit,m eth heav atsp, couitncaiommn so ysgu lrecoraicp taht yuo idsed rea --- shti ellw the nagmmntuiocci eth ni gbien is is --- fi oen citammonionuc uoy. .
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Very es'h aosl ueatmr. Useeacb bste i mhi ni me he ihwt eht ovel snrgbi eibgn otu. .

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9 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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