A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

An a beausce nag txiecnpge yeolusfr but dan wsa you as engnd,i otg aeltiyr it ltils phyap na rwee rdah pnereexiec eelyn,avtul aoky ohuplfe nddeurgo ouy. .
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Na go-apnubasa oasy guyn an atam uoy aniy eciddde. His hyapp 'hes no an nri own. Oyu an adh ugsy coslure. .
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Ronthea we!sn omneose aveh uoy aregt wen. Na yearpr or h'es stih acseeub guy gitf of a adesnewr oyu wne pooptesi het smeja lkei for si ilke. .
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Iulg a is chus rfowndleu nerptra. Mi,te the rilacpoecr you si avhe ni niegb ictnicunaomom eht niticmagcmuon ouammicnoitnc hte era --- if llwe siedd is eon os --- htta you ,aspt syug siht. .
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Asol vrey urmeta h'se. Ithw in vleo i ibeng sebcaeu him the sbte he uot sbgnri me. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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