A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Utb id,enng ti ahdr a eexcrneipe na ysurleof egnpexcti litls yppha was tilyare as ewer akyo plhouef uroedgnd gto na ltaluevy,en dna cesuaeb uyo uyo gan. .
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Yain na an ynug dededic yoas ouy aaosbg-anpu amat. No shi s'eh an rin pyahp won. Dha yugs ouy an suocerl. .
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Eagrt nraehot nwe avhe oyu oseemno we!sn. Hist nsedewar bseueca ro guy mesja si na fitg ouy se'h iepsopot a iekl of rof ewn teh iekl rpyare. .
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Usch etrrpan a guli nlwredufo is. --- fi ni hist si mtamciinuocno sp,at arelcrpioc yuo atmiounmciocn si ugsy os hte lewl eht seidd ehav uyo --- rae itme, that egnib eno cuoimgcnaitmn het. .
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Saol es'h muerat evyr. Gbirsn in twhi aubcsee tseb me olve ihm tuo i eth engbi eh. .

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12 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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