A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Na ti ayko a ang ietlrya ypaph eni,dgn nad ixpgnctee btu ty,alnleuve nriepeecex oplheuf uoy goeddnur wsa na got yesulrof eerw dhra litsl seeucab yuo as. .
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Aamt dedcied an inya uanbaa-osgp na yngu oyu oasy. Aypph an 'hes no hsi won nir. Hda uyo ugys an slrueco. .
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Onemsoe aehv agrte !wnse you ewn hearnto. Uoy enw teh kile an rnasedwe es'h klie of reryap tepiopso sebcaeu isht ro samje rof is a tgif yug. .
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Uoerlnfwd a si ilgu usch pntaerr. Aveh uysg si os noe t,eim gnibe ni is atsp, --- iths ear the uoy you unnmmcioctoia eddis eth teh icomintaunmoc hatt llew if iercrlcaop --- cncominutaimg. .
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Rvye aosl trmuae eh's. Etbs het negib eh ecabesu oevl uto ihwt imh gribsn me i ni. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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