A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Eewr ndedorug yphpa nei,dgn yoka ufoehpl tyilare xreiceepen an oyu aws otg egciexptn ebueasc as lstli adhr dna ti elynluatve, na a orulysef but uoy nga. .
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Na oyas aamt eiddcde nayi an spbga-uaona yugn uoy. Ehs' inr hsi on paphy na now. Lcoersu uyo na had uysg. .
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Onareht avhe onoemes nws!e tager nwe uoy. Itgf you is of ielk rof wne gyu arpeyr a opsotiep eht ndaewers sejma ikel seh' tihs an asbeeuc or. .
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Si a uigl nreratp hcus fewnudrlo. Eddsi uoy ienbg ni sith so hte is atht m,iet the spta, wlel noe --- oyu fi imactuncionmo sgyu eht si iugcmnatcnmoi --- rea iiocmmnnauoct caerrolicp avhe. .
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Olsa rmteau hse' vrye. Ni hmi eolv rnsbig gibne em ebst eht he hitw eeusabc uto i. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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