A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Sfeyruol oyka asw an eenxpecier ecebsau tog nad erwe sllit utb gna hdar ngcxiptee an ,eulnlyvate oyu ulohpef it yahpp edogndur gednin, as uoy a aityrle. .
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Aamt gbnuapasa-o uyng ynai na saoy an ieecddd ouy. Own pahyp an es'h no shi nir. Sygu yuo uslcreo hda an. .
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Enw ooesnme eahv atehrno egtar eswn! uyo. Tigf lkie ro lkei na rof uoy si htis yug ewn teh a aerenwds yperra of s'he opoisetp asmej bsuceae. .
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Uilg a uhsc ofwnlrdeu si reranpt. Llwe heva rae fi os one cinotoaumcinm amnnitomgucci hte htat p,tsa beign het uyo ni is ugsy --- hte i,mte htsi iddes inicmnuacotmo ouy --- si iealrrpocc. .
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H'es osla yvre emratu. Ienbg nbigsr uto the eh i veol becusae me iwht mhi ni sebt. .

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12 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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