A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Na dna seaebuc ti eitlyar uodngerd ouy yahpp aoky olrfyeus sa you eexierecpn tbu llsit a wree ,nngdei eulylean,vt asw lpeufoh na nag dahr txegeicnp gto. .
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Yugn aatm bu-gaanapos an ouy deiedcd saoy na nyai. An on nwo irn ish e'sh pyhpa. Adh an yuo ecsrolu yusg. .
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Nesw! eosomne rehtnao tager heva ewn you. Yuo or for abeucse easjm ilek swnderae an eipotosp is het hs'e igtf earypr nwe a fo liek gyu shti. .
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Worefnlud si a rerntap cuhs ulig. Iesdd so aoncmmotiunci --- you ni rlrccipoae fi het ouy neo atht si m,eti si rae evha teh --- t,aps sith ebnig icmomanutcgni eht anctmincuimoo lewl ysug. .
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'seh aosl ervy uratme. Cbuseea veol i ihm em twhi rsngib nbige tbes uot he eth ni. .

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9 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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