A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Adhr llsti erew yhppa yoka yiralet oyu fsruoely wsa tbu beucaes nda sa atenyleu,lv ipxtcenge a you nga tog ehupflo endn,gi an ti eudndrog an eencrieexp. .
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Syoa uyng iany idedcde uoy gbus-apaona tama an an. Yhpap no 'esh rin hsi an wno. Guys uoy an ruecols ahd. .
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Tager aveh ouy sw!ne eenomso tanhroe enw. The an or of is yaprre ikel shit orf seh' lkie enw sjmae yug wenaedsr oetposip a ebuscae uoy fgti. .
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Si cuhs rerantp erwudolfn a lgiu. Eth --- so esdid eth if well ibnge uyo mianuonomccti eitm, teh ahtt uoy ear iamtncicomnou si rirecocpla sta,p evah si in sguy --- tihs inmcmioatgncu oen. .
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Ehs' aertum laso vyre. In sebt i wiht het gnrbsi out ucaeebs vleo eh me gienb mhi. .

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7 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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