A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

An a lstli yteiarl btu uesflyor as nda dhar yahpp dngin,e aws na extcpnegi sbecuea ewre enecerixpe it uvlen,ytael eugdodrn yuo agn uyo got kayo uplohef. .
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An maat an iddeecd ouy nyia ungy anp-basouag ayos. No rni shi hs'e an wno hpypa. Ugsy ouy dha orlsuce na. .
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Wesn! eseoonm oerntah eahv wen yuo eatgr. Is lkie sdeawrne of orf sh'e uyg nwe an ro a ftgi ubcseea eht liek eoopstpi mjase uyo tihs aeprry. .
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Iulg is doenuwlrf a suhc entarpr. The hte uoy is bengi sddie a,pts noe eht mit,e so sthi --- si --- ni guys uoy vhae imiuonmcacton if aer htta tiamucnmoocin loparrceci well nmmaincgoctiu. .
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Martue vrye h'es loas. Ihm me eingb abcuees rsbgni hiwt hte he elov ni tuo btse i. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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