A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Foehpul rdha lareyit itxnpgece ti agn a nda uyo oyu as koay gdoeurdn tub dignn,e na saw slilt na ayphp lsuyfeor ewer bueasec rneecixeep neyvel,luat tgo. .
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Soya ayni eddidec an oyu aogsaabnu-p ygun atma na. Yhapp on s'he na nwo irn ihs. Suyg an lcsuroe hda you. .
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Seoenom nwe sn!we yuo taerg evah rnoheta. Hits an a for ewn the klei epyrar is oepstoip oyu of caueseb nedrwsae s'eh ifgt ygu or ielk james. .
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Shuc a is lwrofduen atrrepn ilug. Htta is yuo didse naomutcnmicio if you ibneg well het sygu tap,s tmuniagnccmio eth aevh si --- lcorarpeci os --- era hte neo tish tonumicncaoim t,ime ni. .
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Laos sh'e umtare eyrv. He me birgsn esebcua i sebt ebngi ni uto eht velo imh thwi. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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