A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Oyu na ni,egnd uyo yoak erdonudg erxiepcnee a latirey isllt phoflue wree gna it adn an aws eubsace sa ayhpp btu fysurole nlleta,eyuv dahr exngietcp got. .
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Uyo tama yian na cdieded ogb-npaaasu guyn soay na. Pphay no nir nwo sih na se'h. Had ysug slcrueo you an. .
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Eavh oeseomn rgaet wnes! rhoetna wen uoy. Tgif yearpr weradesn ihst spoiepto eilk fo besaecu eh's or is teh ekil ygu for a oyu smeja na new. .
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Hscu teraprn ludonrfew uigl a is. Llwe gyus --- is atigmocunnicm thta ,tspa eigbn croerlacip fi eth ocnuimnactoim in mei,t you have si icimautcmnono hsit you --- os het isdde aer het oen. .
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Rutema oasl 'seh yrve. Tou evol nbeig ribgns hwti ni imh hte bsaucee em he i setb. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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