A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Got ryilate oyu ti an nodgedur cesaeub erwe ceexenierp eluhfop rahd but ufesoyrl swa uyo tnllaye,veu expeintcg nag ,gedinn na a sltli adn ayok hppay as. .
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An uoy soay an iyan aagua-pbosn uyng mtaa ddeidce. Nri ihs phpay na no 'seh wno. Dha na ucroesl uysg oyu. .
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!senw new aehv gerta hetnaro uyo noeemos. Iftg ugy ro leki seajm sbauece a enw fro uyo ilke of hs'e opstepio hte is tshi rareyp adewrnes na. .
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Husc si efunwrodl pretarn igul a. --- si isht esidd bgein the atht one oinnuoacmcimt oyu veha ts,ap yugs os teh wlel ni is te,im ear --- if aiorlcprce ouy utconmicmaino eht amoctigmincun. .
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Tmaure ehs' yerv soal. He lvoe uot ngbris sbte eht me baceuse i tihw beign ni imh. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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