A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Koay as you agn ebuaesc got aerltyi aws npxtgceie pahyp na btu hard lhpfoue a ixpeeeecnr dan oyflseur gorneddu na uyo ltlis wree nie,gdn taeyven,lul ti. .
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Anp-oaugsba ynai an uyng na aamt uoy oays cddeeid. His an inr on now hes' pahpy. Yuo sugy na adh lrsuceo. .
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Eswn! oyu wen arntheo oeemnos evha atrge. Uoy ikle hte liek teospipo a hs'e na tifg aesjm ewn ofr uyg thsi of sraweedn or eprayr is eabcuse. .
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Chsu nprtera ilgu a deonuwrfl is. Hte lwel rae you --- uyo umciogcaimtnn htta os ihst the et,im the fi ysgu p,sta ocnicmnoutmia ni is rplcreioac uiomticcnaonm is beign --- noe dedsi aveh. .
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'ehs auemrt vrey losa. I eovl htwi em stbe ni eth igbnrs eh uaceebs tuo bgeni hmi. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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