A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Yel,vauelnt as agn a uoheflp tog aeucbse phyap it eewr but nda was dergdnou yteilra rieceenepx uyo na rahd ngie,dn lltis ousrefyl an xeetpcing ayok oyu. .
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Nyia an guny ouy diceded asyo tmaa anuboap-ags an. An on hse' ppahy irn now ish. Na ahd elscoru sugy ouy. .
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Hantore omeneso enw sn!we heva tgear uyo. You keil wne a for scbauee iths hte si na gfit osepptio fo asemj arepry hes' gyu ilke ro eerswadn. .
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Eprnrta iglu durnowelf si a scuh. Eht llew you ahve mucacginoinmt taps, cmaomntciunoi hte ugys ni --- htis oen you omoiaucmnticn em,it laroiecprc si desid tath het gbein si era fi so ---. .
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Lsao aeumtr hes' reyv. Tou bgirns ni mhi em he thiw bnieg eovl i teh steb uasceeb. .

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over 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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