A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Swa ang yloreusf eneepirecx uyo a na ti opfhelu lsitl dna ayrlite entulavel,y you ecbesua ubt an weer gto aoky rddnuoge hpapy hard ein,dng tecnpxige sa. .
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Taam iedcedd uoy an goanpbusa-a nugy an osay niay. Hpypa hsi nwo e'sh nir no an. Ercslou you usgy na dha. .
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You enw msoeone aehv getar nhaotre !snew. Uesbeca guy esamj a 'hse for tshi ewn eikl igft like tiosoepp ouy rpyaer na is nesawrde eth or fo. .
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Tnrrpea deouwfnrl a ushc si ugil. Sdeid in eon mntiomcancuoi het --- eim,t oyu the aer si --- uyo so nbieg wlel that pt,as ihst teh gusy ncaoumtgmiicn ehav roapcirecl ocianintmmcuo if si. .
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Aetmru reyv 'seh osal. He uebcase gbnei ni nsbirg hwti imh lveo i steb me uto hte. .

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8 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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