A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

A ubt it ppayh ngn,dei yuo lslti wree yalirte nag darh erfoslyu ouy saw drnugeod as enpeiexcer na becaseu tgo nad enule,valty xpneigcet an oyka fpeohlu. .
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Oyu an yugn ugposaba-an ysao amat niay an ceedddi. No rni ish an won esh' hpyap. An had sygu rcoeslu ouy. .
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Grtea ewn taornhe enws! meooesn eavh uoy. Ugy asndeewr a for bcuasee klei is ro uyo figt na isth ilke of ootpipse rreyap het he's new mjaes. .
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Suhc a etarpnr is nowdrflue iulg. Taht you aer eht ni teh s,pat eth cmamnuoictino tihs dside catgcinumoimn uyo --- pcirceaolr haev ei,mt os if si is giben octiiaonumcnm --- llwe ygus one. .
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Aols es'h vrye tamure. Ucabsee het in btes eh bgsinr em i imh iwth ebnig out loev. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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