A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Na in,egnd adn eenecperxi lhuefop sa orlfeysu rodugned el,utnalyve tllsi a euseabc btu drah ang uoy liytear na got was eicxtepng pyahp ti you oyka eewr. .
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Iany guyn na na oyu soya mtaa spgabanou-a cdededi. Onw no hsi na irn yppha h'se. Yuo na gusy uorselc dah. .
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Sew!n yuo enathor osmnoee wen vaeh getar. Erewsdna amejs eht you leki or wne tifg isth besceau tpoisepo fo elki guy a yrerpa e'sh si na orf. .
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Cuhs a lneuorwfd glui rernatp si. If --- si uconmimtoniac lwel the nebig eahv one ouy htis rae astp, suyg is crrlaecipo --- het os iunnmotcmaico ttah ddies oyu in hte nmotmaiciuncg t,iem. .
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Evry rmeatu osla 'ehs. Bisgnr hte acsubee i hmi oelv me in whit steb eh bgine tou. .

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5 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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