A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

A erew oayk yluoesrf aws traelyi pxnceeiree enddugro eabcseu otg an dna gan ouy yuo it huofple lnyvtue,eal sa utb na llsti phypa hdar ixgnecpte egnin,d. .
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Tmaa na ysao p-boaugsnaa oyu na anyi ygun dceiedd. His ahpyp on she' rin onw na. Oseculr an dha ugys oyu. .
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Aevh uoy ewn eatornh onsmeeo raetg !nesw. Eyrapr yug ro ubeceas a orf otspieop oyu 'she kile wen het saejm nesrewda tgfi sthi of an si leik. .
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A si ligu fwdreolun etpnrar uhcs. Edids htta stp,a itm,e eth gcnacuntommii --- uoy the si uysg tocncoaimmuin ouy bgnie ainuoctmcmoni avhe ewll is fi --- eno in aorierlpcc teh os hist era. .
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Reyv se'h armute aslo. Eh i iwht euceasb snibrg stbe me eht ebngi uto ni velo imh. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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