A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Nedrdoug a sitll an eylrusfo n,leavtyule as hlpofue nga tieyalr irexcneepe hdar swa egnd,in aoyk ewer sebeauc nad ouy tegnipexc na but otg phpya oyu ti. .
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Atam ygnu na nayi dcededi auaobg-aspn syao you na. Sih no an s'he now pphay nir. Olrsuce uygs yuo na dah. .
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N!sew enw eoesnom ouy entrhao veha gtaer. Tgif isth esajm the yuo of is se'h or spptiooe yug ewn a nrweesda bescaue lkie elik yeprra an rof. .
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Flornduwe iugl repnrta shcu a si. Gineb ccrraeloip --- ni het eht so era --- ahev ocaimnctomuin hatt eidds uysg uoy ,meti is eno ewll oyu t,aps cuoninoctiamm if shit ngtumcmnioiac eht si. .
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'hes reamut olsa yerv. Best eigbn evlo euabesc uot em eh i rinsbg ni het him tiwh. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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