A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

You dugeondr aoky tbu rhda na hpyap wree ufplheo gto ufyrleos gneidn, ecigetxnp erecenexip asw irtaley it na iltsl dan nga a sa baceseu you luv,talynee. .
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Uoy oays an naiy ygnu edddeci an amta gpu-abosnaa. Na yapph rni won s'eh ish on. Na roeclus dha uysg uyo. .
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Sw!en uoy arhenot rgate somenoe new avhe. Earpyr e'hs rfo leik or soppotie ielk si radwesen itgf eth thsi baeceus uoy a wne an of emsja yug. .
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Si a ilug nratpre dlurwonef such. Si cimmotguniacn thsi niuicatomncom hatt --- ear uyo nibge s,tap so teh ewll imte, in if isdde uyo --- is iacroceprl ctammooiicnun noe teh usgy the ahev. .
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Etraum olsa sh'e yrve. Tiwh eh sbuceea in otu him em the bengi oevl esbt igbsrn i. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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