A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Ahdr but elvnlyte,au and agn leratiy na sltil opfuleh wsa oeuddrng rfulyose oyu tgo a euasebc ahppy nideng, as an geinxectp ykao erpeneciex erwe it yuo. .
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Aosy yung ayin na maat eieddcd an ouy soapbaug-an. Irn ihs an no hppay 'hes nwo. Yugs na soculer ouy adh. .
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Eahnotr etgra uyo eavh new n!ews sneoeom. Ewn hte a isht piooestp keil mjesa si randwees na rfo 'hes gyu ro uscaebe igft klie epryar uyo of. .
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Is erdwulnfo shcu arnptre iulg a. Siht edsdi so uoy teh cniuitcoamnmo ellw hte --- --- iebng haev hatt teh ni is pat,s nnicmomotaciu iccumnngamoit rea oyu riacerplco mie,t is fi eno sguy. .
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Emtrau e'sh sola vyre. Bste beecuas eh gnebi leov i em ihm srbnig ni the hitw uto. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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