A letter from Jun 12, 2022

Dear FutureMe, hi sunny its june 12 2022 and i wanted to get soem things off my chest. right now we are talking with Gabriel santos form our class which is Primerio ano terma A. he said nothing will happen between us but im destin to change that. i really like him and he not the cutest but he's really funny. today is dias da nomaradas wich is ******** cuz we dont have one right now lol. we currently live with Tia Ana, Wendell, Allison, and Andre we got expelled from school cuz we kissed Bernardo and sent nudes to that 25y old but anyways our portugues is getting better little by little. We cut our bangs one night while having an internal mental breakdown. our self asteem is **** cuz sometimes we think we are hot and other times we think we look lie ****. we still dont know what is wrong with us but we still dont know if we truly feel anything. i dont know if i wanna go into the military or become a gymnast coach or we could become a stripper like we always wanted. Im gonna get baptized in septemeber so maybe my veiw on life will change but idk. right now in school we have decent grades considering i dont understand the language. Another thing we struggle with is our body i dont think im FAT but i dont think we're skinny. i wanna start working out and truly learn how to love myself. right now we dont have a phone we just got a computer and a ****** tablet. and they were givin by none other than our parents. i hate my dad and his husband and truly hate them. but my mom is different i dont think she did well raising me but i love her. i have 3 siblings Vanden-18 AnaLee-11 and Levi-9 AnaLee is the person who saved us when our mental health was **** she's the one who cared about us when we didnt eat or when we lockedd ourself in the bathroom with the knife, i feel like she's she only one im living for... Vanden is too obssesed with girls and **** so idk how to feel about him but levi is cool i dont have a close realationship with him because he is still young and im living in brazil right now but i hope we get closer. Tia Ana is very cool i love her so much she's like my second mom she keeps us in ine and makes sure we arent doing stuff we shouldnt kakaka. i dont really know what to right about so i think this all im going to write for this letter. but i love you future me. i hope our future is clearer and better. -Sunny Kathleen Moreria da Silva (15 anos)