A letter from May 20th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, you are going to get this letter on his birthday. please, if you are not in contact already, please please please do not reach out. as much as i know you miss him and crave the love and attention he once gave, things wont and probably never ever will be the same. dont be fooled, as im writing this i dont believe a single word im saying, but by the time this letter arrives i hope to understand that what we once had, probably won’t happen again. yes, it was love. no doubt about it. young, puppy love. im proud of you for carrying on and not giving in, but it’s also okay if you have. hey, maybe im completely wrong and you two , well me and him , are doing better and the best we ever could be. but if im being honest, i highly doubt it. you just have to wish him the best (internally) and support him from the sidelines. ( and watch out on tv in a couple of years for any chelsea games😌 ). it was good while it lasted, and you need to come to peace with that. love you lotsssss- see you soon, from the past me:))