A letter from May 11th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you doing? You’re on placement now aren’t you? How is is going? I hope you made the correct choice and are loving it. The people at your interview seem really nice and I hope they are. Is the house your living in nice? Is it shared or not? I hope the people are nicer than previous years Id shared. University is really stressful at the moment. You are not in a great place but you are getting better. You have come a long way in a year. I hope that you have continued to develop over the year. Did you pass all your modules? At the moment that is your aim. You have lost a lot of your confidence. Has your confidence come back? You have started running and the max amount of time you can run is 3 minutes at the moment. Have you got any better? Did you ever join the rugby team near your placement? Are you enjoying it if you did? How is it going? Have you passed your driving test? That is one of your aims for summer and start of placement. You were thinking of getting a job over summer did you in the end? What did you do? Have you come out to your parents and how did it go? It’s been a while since you’ve told friends. I think it should go well to be honest. They seem okay about it. Hopefully nothing kicks off. But I still love you if it does. How are your friends. Have you kept in contact with them over placement year? You are really close with Nicole at the moment. Are you still friends? How about Alex. Have you spoken to him? You never really became proper friends with him to be honest. Lots of love s.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Hi Past me,

Update time.
I wish I could say I am doing well but that's unfortunately the case but I'm hiding it from everyone because that is how we...

Ceop. Ysad oelv dna dyas eosm eetrh on i adn i ear tahe ti it meos ma melncptea i. In ljuy ealev i. Svca' atnc' eit aleev het ehrot me i ot to nnleek tanw a so. Lba i hda tohre thmgnoise to sady dsay ishw do eamd ecocih gtfhuo seom hte rhgti tikhn i abdse i i. Layelr cine rea eht oelpep. Llew psirevoptu sa os. Heous akoy eht is. Exsipvnee lelabiv but. Eumhssatoe btu ees aoyk i sthta my ryahdl. I vngili sa httugoh rhad on ym sa is wno not. Altk tanw ti to tge sdue ubt utsj sdya to hnwe lacltuay heom semo semoeno won to evry i i.
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Ssap my idd a umeldso i lla gib reflei si iwchh. Tgo kbca nhv'eat my fnecoeincd iltsl i. On is hdolus bymae i eohgsitmn krwo thta. Yrae i htis fra tn'do elef vei revy ilke ocem. 'evi sema sydtae het weors tgo fi ton. I ti elef an'tc i psot adn smylfe pligpisn. Dnoe sloa vteibo to so iev yesar 4 rsue asty otn veen im wtna if ywh tbu i ni nwo utiq. Nda to dnot vyre kwno i od it ardh ahwt si.
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Unr evha i euidonttcn ot. Csufo snhta' lhathe my ecur no ti me ti sgtniomhe segvi ot nlmtae tub. Toaub fro unr a ihwhc leohw cna k5 nmeitsu tesak i 35 me hhciw now zamangi is. 5k dyudm eacncr adn yprtte teh nelytcre asw gtera did cesrehar i for ahtt. Ym mfor hsa feel me edma i tuhr a ibt i a lwil esrt elttil tib whihc gtnkai a be keen pyemt hughto ltleit ningnru so orf vhae. Fo oniture nuinnrg rpta ym ecbome now sah. I ym 'aswtn i ntmea gnol ot nddti evha that orshu leba. I i albe saw hwsi rlyael ot. Ont timhg to ebne tallauyc veah ermo tbu tju/ciosnsslem? eb is elab gpialny ym up i alpy eycnrtle hwich pian os tsju a osla. Iefl ym to i ofr ot wteri my feobre a silt etictad eden od segl. Ttes avtehn vidirgn i my dssape. Ot ahev a all cnta bkoo i i iahngv stte esonlss ubt been aenamg ta. Irfutasgtn alyrel ist. Then nwta ym i ot eb dan ainga ,car a ofadrf etts i not pbbayolr will to pass to vrdei eb utsj leab but nad ebal. Dtnid it dan rtretge i i job a egt. Am elorng is etiltl a ta to i oogilnk rmuesm sa owrk isht it leapsc bti evro. .
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Fo tno rellay utb otsr. Kaoy it swa. Sti i btu os akoy aws dersests. I uoy too velo llsti. .
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I to ym dseirnf hntave yrlael pkoesn. Ot uhhgot i am remo knailtg qniun yerrlglau tlo a. Of met ewtn i pu wseke nda a iwht elpouc ago hemt. Ni is yusb dan eesn ryleal erh evnhat gonl os meiyl i. Attnopmri whsi mreo reh ot ergeed si lnhotyse erh i i cldou be. Thikn aeyllr we illst own in rfdinse leiocn tneplacme rsoldw suby eebn ma i i uro vahe thwi no ustj. Aexl and inoteintn snokpe i on mih vthnea ot vhea i ot gtlaink on.
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S utufer oelv.

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