A letter from May 12th, 2022

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Hi Nina, I don't know what to say right now. It happened so much stuff this year, I think I forgot how to write those letters. Let's rewind, shall we ? Maybe a month after the last letter, you were about to commit suicide. We call that fucking ambulance, and we demanded that ambulance, and we got ourselves out of this fucking depressing apartment. And from that point, it got better. We had a breakthrough with our therapist, we talked to dad, and we got better. You found another -at the time- cute apartment, and had a party to celebrate it. I hope you remember how disastrous it was, lol. You joined the BDE. You thought, at the time (again), that it was a good idea. Remember how that was a disaster too ? OMG. Remember all the stories with Doriane, god, what a bitch. You joined a club to have a live pen pal, and it was weird asf. You spent Christmas in Bretagne, it was awesome even though it was with people you're not comfortable with. Do I need to remember you new year's eve? It was one of the most amazing parties we went to ! You went to the beach after your exams, with your book about Jeff Buckley. You went to see Le Malade Imaginaire in theatre, it was one of the most amazing pieces you saw in a long time. And then you saw Le Mariage Forcé with mom. You watched the Oscars live. You went to a spa ! You changed your job ! You cried, a lot. And you laughed, a lot. So now to the questions ! How's the sabbatical ? How's Starbucks ? How's the diagnosis ? How was Patrick Watson ? What happened between now and your time ? I can't wait to find out ! You know our main goal is to have a diagnosis, so I hope that we have it now. I hope that by the time you read this, we will know what is it that we have. I promise, it's the last time I put pressure on you ! We love you no matter what. Remember that. Kindly, You from the past.

Epilogue

about 20 hours later

Nina. I wish I could warn you of what's coming. On the 17th of April 2023, you will feel the worst pain you ever felt in...

Uryo ifle. Ynemrao olyfd si tno. Esbt ton rynoema edrifn si oru ruo ltleti eehr meoat,rmo. Abtuo a eskew yo'uer a rof ,ssem to emcebo few. Yuo him ish tbu rewe iwth luint atrbhe salt. At yasetd rfo he eth ned eh dise he asw vlode, your noskw. Yasdte you shi adn ta. .
Ihtgn it leefs nrsieedspo hda crvmeoeo moroceve kile dna e'evw ilicsuad guhtto,hs hte dan si ubt we to isth dtrheas. Ouy flee do it kiel ist' nnago ta'nc. It idgnne escebau ithnk uowhtit gvinli uoatb ryanome 'ruoye eness nonga imh sakem no. .
Ganno sgnlias sned atotop utb ilttle is fo uyo uro imh. Ormf odnyeb. Ltsa od su l'lhe noe ginth orf nda. Llet us to atdwne we onnag ivngehteyr eevr 'esh ephl dda. Nda imh nkath for oyull' atth. .
Own ew iwta mhi inaag hitw to be na'tc. Evil but ewe'r noagn rtfi,s. .
Gir,nigve ti's to mite tertbe tetlli ekat ltlis egt a r'wee nagno. He's fo ree'w nda su urdop nigdo wnok btu i ti. Tills in rehe h'es nad, was,y hwti some us. Him ew flee nca. Dan hsi tnah e'hs obdy emor. .
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Tnaw adsnt and teh ean,erllvbu seacebu rfool apin the ysa a on het uyerflso let fall l,to ot but eb us amneyro in tula,clya fo uro ucaebse i leki vsimoe smerca, ycr eb rof a'tnc bera,v gsel. Fo ihs nda ssnnedik khnit nad lla beuaty mih in. .

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