A letter from May 2nd, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Okey ka lng ngayon? Don't give up ha? Madami pa tayong dreams sa buhay. Tutuparin pa natin yung pangako natin kina mama. Kaya yan future nurse! Kung hindi ka man okay just cry okay(pero hndi naman yung sobra² na hndi ka na makahinga) Or punta ka kay mama sabihin mo problems mo sa kanya (kase ako ngayon di ko masabe kahit kanino mga problema ko haha natatakot ako na baka sabihan akong oa). Pwede din mag rest ka muna(but for eternity ha?? Baka maparehas ka kay kim dokja na natutulog na for eternity HAHAHA) People come and go kaya wag mong aasahan na yung mga taong nadyan sa tabi mo ngayon ay nasa tabi mo palagi. Self love ka nlang muna baka ma broken ka(yan pa naman promise ko na hndi muna mag boyfriend if your a minor pa kukutusan talaga kita if nag boyfriend ka chrt lng HAHAHAHA ) sana masaya ka ngayon kahit mahirap ang studies kakayanin pa rin hanggang ako naman ang mag alaga sa kanila (kakaiyaq jwk) It's okay to feel bad. Its okay to feel down and heavy sometimes because the cloud rains when it's heavy too.(cttro diko alam kung kanino yan galing pero kaya mo yan)

Epilogue

about 1 month later

I really am okay rn and of I won't give up since we still have dreams to reach. You know last May 24-25, we had...

Sroyr dna and and etvne ot my sloa idsa is ti oalemerbm flei hscu m'i a mama i get vole i in aserh cnise uoy ot a rettrae blmrpoes. Nvee ew hte ewer by i encsi aespnrt hhaaahh tusga rfits uro nriamse yoln teh deric ydalrae stla hwen is nda it. Tey praepa slef rn sceni idtd'n the tirhg mna noyl r'wee gvolni. Rou ee'rw tle nya i ufcssclseu nkow ni lefi an lwle' aeadlry ewnh nam ylno. Yuo cseni am dan ilnut iths you, eon tjus ariafd ryalle iemt pnroes is yuo the ear ikstc laeve to lwli teh is now iawt " bidhne nam hwti he 'wlel tath eht elivon llwi ottmo i ym yeadr hrgit "escmo ehwn fi rithg. Aylrel know it si ubt oplepe eeepceinxr a i og dan tufrluh coem tath. Cgyirn noirdge hatt iwht htey reobk ,bf teim sjtu 'ewer eevn enhw ensduldy pu hewn us her hse. Ttah her erwe' eenv guohht truh we aer eew'r lfeieng tub litsl aaradkb nonisrigdce itme eyllar. Rhe vole tlils ghuoth ew. Eifl tuohg ti turdcoointni tish eb is i be nxet to nyeuroj to gelceol wlil okwn utb radesm to rou an touhg uro ievheac nices ew haev. Atht's aahahhah lal. Dan dleteed eb bsaeuec nde tihs ehre ees a il'l cpyo ontd' eahv logn htgim ihts os ahaaahhhh i lyerp yuo.

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6 months ago

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haha hello! life update rn: Still the same, but an improved version na po ang nagsasagot nito. I can now tell my problems to mama and same to her too! She told me what she felt and that made me cry lots. About relationships? craving for some but none came to me yet lol. So we're still single rn HAHAHAHAHA. that'll be for now though, see you!

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