A letter from May 2nd, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Okey ka lng ngayon? Don't give up ha? Madami pa tayong dreams sa buhay. Tutuparin pa natin yung pangako natin kina mama. Kaya yan future nurse! Kung hindi ka man okay just cry okay(pero hndi naman yung sobra² na hndi ka na makahinga) Or punta ka kay mama sabihin mo problems mo sa kanya (kase ako ngayon di ko masabe kahit kanino mga problema ko haha natatakot ako na baka sabihan akong oa). Pwede din mag rest ka muna(but for eternity ha?? Baka maparehas ka kay kim dokja na natutulog na for eternity HAHAHA) People come and go kaya wag mong aasahan na yung mga taong nadyan sa tabi mo ngayon ay nasa tabi mo palagi. Self love ka nlang muna baka ma broken ka(yan pa naman promise ko na hndi muna mag boyfriend if your a minor pa kukutusan talaga kita if nag boyfriend ka chrt lng HAHAHAHA ) sana masaya ka ngayon kahit mahirap ang studies kakayanin pa rin hanggang ako naman ang mag alaga sa kanila (kakaiyaq jwk) It's okay to feel bad. Its okay to feel down and heavy sometimes because the cloud rains when it's heavy too.(cttro diko alam kung kanino yan galing pero kaya mo yan)

Epilogue

about 1 month later

I really am okay rn and of I won't give up since we still have dreams to reach. You know last May 24-25, we had...

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14 days ago

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haha hello! life update rn: Still the same, but an improved version na po ang nagsasagot nito. I can now tell my problems to mama and same to her too! She told me what she felt and that made me cry lots. About relationships? craving for some but none came to me yet lol. So we're still single rn HAHAHAHAHA. that'll be for now though, see you!

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