Dear FutureMe,
hi. how are you? really?
hows highschool so far? i bet its fking stressful.
did you finally get over him? how did it end?
are they still together.?
did you make new friends?
how are you dealing without your best friend?
they leave next month.
why does it feel like it will never get better
ill never be at peace
the boy im in love with loves someone else, best friend leaving, school is overwhelming, im still fat, etc.
its not fair that she gets him she doesnt deserve him
hes too good for her.
his dimples, his awkward/charming smile, his full eye contact, his words
i need that
i dont understand why the universe hates me right now.
im trying so hard to stay but the more the universe puts on my plate, the more i shatter. its not fair.
no one will ever love me the way i love people. he'll never love me the way i love him
Epilogue
14 days later
Im okay. Sophmore year started and I joined dance!!! Im really excited. I have a big support group now. I do feel like shit sometimes but honestly, my mental health...
Ttrebe is way aestt.
Ew vero rea hmi ywa. Arspt mih velo i lywaas will me be eehrt e,nam fo ahtt. Seh sam uor tifrs ,ovle. We'ev da,cdheet ubt ndot efel ti dna tihs autob lkie i nemyaro. New traef gialktn esayr peostpd ew. I say nwat asaywl i shm,igento sylfem utb psto to. A summer htey ti ntoi deend tnomh o,n adn. It atnsw ,ilehw orf tals a ttedxe ew tub ganno. Kyao tis. Voeuelrss we oevl won.
Tourpps so nad amyn htye nfredis vloe yuo yeth i!r!g!l! yuo. :) imes,metos hrefinspid hfstig tbu tstha ouy egt ni. ,asy i hsatt tehy i hnta ,vaas ettebr era uhcm nkow gthou nk,wo orgup i thsi ubt to efndir is so ikhnt.
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A eebn ot takl eveaydyr dan we lsilt ery,a sti kprsa. A ni to yteh indrefgril aveh dna iocmng itsiv rea m!ebtp!e!esr.
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Be kayo iongg sit ot. Nda uyo eht oalg i lakt is i htsi ot fo ucldo tell lyulctaa ihsw uyo ainzagm dne. Oyu ssbmolo nad sa sjtu hucm a rowg os pros,ne. Na huostnld odyb oyu yuo presno and aamngzi ielk lkta rae batuo oruy atth. Ybod uor we onw veol. Vleo ew own us.
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Ets,nho teda to lshduo aelb atnws he eh eb eb ot eoevhwr. Neyv durasndnte ryou i. Mteh eb but veale. Ykao eb gonig ist ot. Hte lilw apin nde. Mhi ehort dna hwy noggi lpepeo tub be velo seetrh i uoy wnko ot. Tis okya. .
Eth ouy uvresine deos ont etah. Fo iefl are arpt selgrutgs a. Tge ilwl oyu it tuhhgro.
Tehra bgi ywa utb rehost, rmeo lvoe a oyu eolv jtus oyu asemn eosm eht ntah myabe atth ppel,eo pleoep vhea you do. ): thnig a good ahstt.
Omfr no oevm hmi. Aoyk its.
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