A letter from Apr 6th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi. how are you? really? hows highschool so far? i bet its fking stressful. did you finally get over him? how did it end? are they still together.? did you make new friends? how are you dealing without your best friend? they leave next month. why does it feel like it will never get better ill never be at peace the boy im in love with loves someone else, best friend leaving, school is overwhelming, im still fat, etc. its not fair that she gets him she doesnt deserve him hes too good for her. his dimples, his awkward/charming smile, his full eye contact, his words i need that i dont understand why the universe hates me right now. im trying so hard to stay but the more the universe puts on my plate, the more i shatter. its not fair. no one will ever love me the way i love people. he'll never love me the way i love him

Epilogue

14 days later

Im okay. Sophmore year started and I joined dance!!! Im really excited. I have a big support group now. I do feel like shit sometimes but honestly, my mental health...

Si sttae erbett ywa.
Era imh veor we yaw. Ae,mn i alywas atth me wlli of ethre lveo be him tprsa. Oru ams esh olev, tisfr. Maonery lefe i ewev' it klei otdn tihs aotub dceedhta, adn utb. Aryes wen katglni dpopest ew fatre. I nwat to sya i seflym ostp swlaay oignsehm,t btu. Into dan dneed it ethy a umresm on, ontmh. Ti wleh,i tub slat fro ngano exttde we a asntw. Tsi aoyk. Own sesleourv love ew.
Ouy amny hyte nerdsfi uyo rotsupp !rlig!!! hyte oelv os nad. Staht in btu uoy :) tge hsftgi smeito,mes spihfirend. Stih utb vas,a y,as yteh oupgr ear i hknit ot i ttbere dinefr anth tasht oknw uthog si knw,o i os hcmu.
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A sti to ry,ae bnee tlak ew psrka yeadrvey llits dna. Niogcm eyth !e!rtebpems! a tivis nad ot heva rnlfirideg ni era.
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Be ayko oggni tis to. Isth tkal ytlclaau aogl ot is oyu i eth dne of sihw i ltle nda dlcuo mgnaiza yuo. Ujts uyo nad loombss orens,p a so rwgo sa ucmh. Tobau sopner an zanmaig are klta oyu bdyo ikle ouy nad thndluos htat yuor. Onw we doby rou vole. Ew own levo us.
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Ebla to hwvoere htsone, he be daet wsnat olduhs he ot eb. Uroy vyne ardsndenut i. Ubt hmet vaeel be. Ngigo tsi eb ayok ot. Het lwli dne niap. Dna rhtees eppoel yuo love hwy niogg i but ot onkw ehotr be mih. Aoyk its. .
Oyu het ehat rvieenus nto sode. Sgerlugst a are prta of ielf. Gte ti lilw yuo uohgrth.
Htna htare opep,el od jtsu a uoy utb oyu big yameb smeo het ttah hvea ehtsro, peploe ouy eovl vloe eamns ayw rmoe. :) a nghti dogo thtsa.
Mhi meov from on. Akoy sti.

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