A letter from Mar 12th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hi this is your 17 year old self. How are you doingg. I honestly dont know what to write... okay since this is march 2022, it is exactly 1 year and 5 months ago that i wrote this email. Oh wow. By the time you get this, you will already have finished your 'As' exam and halfway through 'A2'....thats crazy. I hope you are...happy. like, truly and genuinely happy, like you always wanted to be. Hope you finally got to accept yourself and love yourself for who you truely are, i hope your mental health is at such a place where you feel peace, only peace and pressure of perfection. Haha i wonder if you managed to achieve the "glow up" that you've wished for since you were 14 xD. Thinking of that...so you will turn 19 huh? I wonder how that feels. Did you get your braces off?? How does it look? Does it feel as good as i suppose it feels? Can you finally smile fully without feeling embarrassed? Did you manage to come out of your introverted shy self and make new friends? Gosh im dying to know the answers i wish i could meet you. Did you get that iphone13 that you so badly wanted? OH SHOOT YOUR 'AS' RESULTS ARE ALSO OUT!! DID YOU MANAGE TO GET STRAIGHT A GRADESS?? Did you....manage to get a boyfriend maybe??- AAAA WHAT AM I THINKING. This anticipation will probably **** me🥲 Okay jokes apart...i hope you no longer cry yourself to sleep. I hope you have fulfilled the goal of losing weight and finally started a healthy life, both mentally and physically. I love you. Im proud of you. Even if you are not where you wanted to be, just know that your 17 year old self is so proud of you. Thank you for not giving up. Better days are coming💕

Epilogue

15 days later

Well hello to my 17 year old self. I wish I didn't have to disappoint you like it I'm going to rn, but I have to. You had too much...

Ont swnyaa!y olt oacsixenttpe a em orfm echdagn. Nad ienelgf lyilnaf sye hoiuwtt semrsdrabae fof melis nwo tog our ew rabces ew acn yes.
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Hewre ogod hte is tbu atht wens dsen. Hfnlaud olgw eht mesa oirbw,yedefn are werto ,pu tdid'n a uyo rou in meti dtn'di egt nay teg dna ew we etg nd'itd gte ntetedroirv rou idd eht ea,sxm ophe,ni lrteet tno we ehav ta adgers we uor did attigshr that defrnsi we still.
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Ttah a i'st oag you on kwno i en?w tmohns copuel olokotu hsti but shwt'a flei dresdcevio wne. Hsrto icesn pu onthsm hwo wgginor oyu dah it ouy ubt mhcu i a nylo eveebil teertl 17 atemnl nebe emit ni atth etmi woter ash wo'tdnul me eth uhsc. Kool tdiuseo ni eth hsa awy i eht tnircignooe viwe easm hndagce btu iiedsn ive' yes cadehgn may het i ilslt uch!m no os teh edonyb ateoeli,dpihlnrpose,sneerilpf,ifs. Etisx yuo'' who no ,isth rtewo gloenr. Meor we oolc are nwo tetninligle, ddehae and kdsiealolte,ldnenn,icrooirgifhmwttnaireno,y. .
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To otn eclrima tosm lntrea tptmnaoir ngiht on ot me ednpde eht yan phypa i saw meak. Ni smlal ingndif gntihs anpiphses i me rtadest drnuao. Crsole ot ni"eg"eun ti nd'to ot iesphsapn eveyydar onkw tub i sllti ikl,e felse twha gte wrgnkoi i'm. Ebaeucs lsilt onyl i'm nad ubt syad wnhe eeubsac tno 'mi uhtr yrc ps,ele rheet era i ysmfel ervwohdleem ot s'it. No us💕 let treohs elrong i htru.
A sracy wrlod is telh,nyos ihts. 'lil m,onsth adn gngutdaiar thmson ovem 21 intwhi hte hs uto nihwit ryocunt 6 fo be. Si teim ealr ggeittn remo dna sa rivgyhntee orem is pnis,sga. Adecrs i'm. Em? i lte renve tpos atht dwluo ubt. Edyar hiwt im' yrvee keat ftssi ehad dna notsrg gihh neellahcg ym ot. Uhagtt noe have elarn to em rou hntmso pheasnsip to hseet tecare lon!ea ,is yphpa nad eb het eahv we nhgti who ules,ovres.
Waslay dan aeadh smto so ie'v sujt ahtt osrtm e,m adn em cuhm iawobnr a you ohw ayrsc tt💕lree gylu isht ti bofere so ehr'tse cheiaev, etafulibu em teh ofr of ot hnakt ogt wirgtni cmuh dmrideen. 'ntia but me etihre oto i arf erewh uyo eb nto ot mya hatt eb, endtaw. 'lli ofr do it us. .
Aysd rea 🤝cinmog🏻 tebter eindde.

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