A letter from Feb 15th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, why does it feel like everyone has their **** together but me? why does it feel like i'm the only one stuck in my place, not being able to move but still expect great results ? im scared i will disappoint myself and those around me, im scared i wont be able to prove my worth? why do i feel like that this marathon im running will soon end and i wont be able to reach the end? will i get there or will i not? i mean i know it will need great hard work but sometimes i just get so tired just so tired i dont know if any of this is even worth. i dont wanna repeat the year again i dont wanna go through this nightmare again once its over but i also dont wanna look back and say "i could have done better" so hey dear future me how are you looking back?! I hope you are doing good both mentally, emotionally and physically 15/02/2022 117 days = 16 weeks = 3 months until 13/06/2022 national exams