A letter from Jan 30th, 2022

dear you! https://youtu.be/Pb-K2tXWK4w HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SHAWTTTYYYYY!!!! HALFWAY TO 20 LEZGETITITTTT whats it like tbh cause like- tbh turning 14 felt wonky asf. hopefully you get to spend it with some 4lyfers, cause our so called "4lyfers" dipped not even a month after we turned 14. (wtf honestly) anyways not the point but- do you remember wybie? like the wybie? like daniel truong bruh. bye. i hope you are still haunted about that. but what happened w him anyways lol?? anyways, i do have some wise words. since you're starting sophomore year, you’re going to have to just roll with the flow, take it in, learn some lessons from it, and then carry on, head held high. maybe journal on it cause life is ******** but you're obviously living so that means something important. sometimes insights don’t come quick, but there’s something positive to be found from most experiences in life. focus on that. dont worry about having anyone like you in a crush way and dont stress about not having anyone to crush on. shawty u r getting too old for that, and its giving elementary bro. this person that your looking for will definitely come when its the right time, and if you try to push yourself to find him, its not gonna be genuine feelings or love n whatnot yknow. just patience. i know we said that school is much more fun when you like someone but like, you have to learn things too- academically and ****. point is, you have goals to be something important career wise. kung sinoman may magligaw sayo, siguraduhin mo lang na sure ka sa feelings mo and sure ka na set ka na sakanya, and consider things future and present. dont rush into something you are not sure your are ready for, yun lang. we are at that age where status means something, being single is somehow a crime and dating someone is cool. but thats really not the case cause we are smart enough to know that love doesnt mean popularity. love means love. genuine reliable- but independent and supportive. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dZczoNnFWI i hope you know when you're ready. dont wait too long, but dont chase after someone who doesnt deserve the kind of love you can give. okay? w e g o o d? cool. i hope you spend your birthday with some cool *** people at a cool *** location with some bomb *** food. living doesn't necessarily mean just breathing yk. its not a chore, its a gift. live for yourself and for the people you cherish. you're still very much young, 5 years past by very quickly but you will learn and you will meet new people that will be significant in your life. so even though you may not have them forever, learn to cherish people as if you're never seeing them again. and never forget to be grateful for them. you should be oh, so very grateful. don’t ever settle for less- just don’t settle, period. life is too short to settle for things both worthy and unworthy. aaaand remember that this current version of yourself loves you… and that’s not going to change. (yuck lets be done now) happy birthday, i am super super proud of you and i hope we do well in school (pls prayers for us) - you at 14 hbd jeon jungkookie. https://open.spotify.com/track/5YMXGBD6vcYP7IolemyLtK?si=608221f6416c49fe