A letter from Dec 29th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Tayden, I hope you're still not that nobody anymore. Today should be your first day of freshman year, so you'll walk through those doors and meet new people. Don't be shy and nervous, just be up front and open. Fix that resting bitch face of yours. Sleep and don't stay up all night on tiktok because your fyp is on crack or something (￣ρ￣)..zzZZ. Stay in touch with your old friends, because they were able to make you smile even though you seemed aloof and distant. >:} How long did it take for dad to realize you cut your hair? I hypothesis that it will be the next time I get a trim. Right now it feels good to be myself. ^^ Can you watch anime too, I mean without having to sneak around?O.o Stef is stupid and racist, and I stand by my word. I mean what does she have against Asians? Oh and don't get me started on her unwarranted hate on Billie. (凸ಠ益ಠ)凸 Yeah, reminds me do you still listen to Billie Eillish? What do you listen to currently? And is Stef's stupid ass still there? I hope you get to tell her off. Make sure to take care of your dad and sister and your one and only Biggie Smalls. I think things like getting a job would help, so make sure to keep a look out for any. This stupid place won't hire any 14 year olds, you've got to be 16! (I can't even capitalize numbers to express myself bro). You should be turning 15, so it's a step closer I guess. ┐(￣∀￣)┌ Oh man I have an early birthday so you'll be the first of your friends to be able to drive legally. It's going to be so awesome. I mean unless they just drive anyways. :( Wait would dad even let you drive XD, probably not! Make sure to stay focused on improving you scribbling abilities and maybe then it can be called art. Unless you already gave up. (--_--) I also wonder if you'll keep posting on tiktok and whatnot... I you lived to see this and read to the end thanks for doing that. Not saying I would off myself (probably) just that anyone could die at any point in time, so YOLO. Hey also one more thing, you still into that fanfic stuff. Like writing ( . .)φ__ and reading that stuff (＾་།＾). Haha... make sure to keep this email and don't lose the password and I hope you live well (is that selfish?) Make sure to find your own personality don't shift for people. Have a great year! Bai bai!!! From myself. :))

Epilogue

5 months later

Lmao forgot about this.

First of all, all of those emoticons are cringe, tone it down a bit. Anyways, nope, I'm still a boring gum wad that's too nervous to...

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My rgiwdna, to leik gsnartti tlsey tilsl mi' oto. Sdorw ptsa rtiwe it trats affcni i 2k adn erofbe rbedo i be nac mdait acn oghhtu meti,s ti m'i erlvo brasnrmeaigs sa erenv ot ta ,eys a sa iltls gogirwn fo. In yanm essrutl wpsi.
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Rbsuntbo dont' vace sa 'mi dda vrapepo ndo'ets oson ir,ewd ttah tbu acpaepeitr sa assy rof yerv smnooee si't ro much ym th'ats ,sure. Ot swkno sowh ihs hwo yarell ti nadsh.
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Dogo m'i tpetyr arolvle,.
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Your rndi,fe.
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